u/sissygirldanielle95

I'm ashamed to say I started the academy training course 1 and after the second day I tried to purge and run away. I deleted my google account and spent a few days pretending I'm not a sissy...only for all my urges and desires to come back again stronger.

I sent an email to training@sissylover.com yesterday begging to be allowed back in to continue my journey but have not received anything back yet.

Just wondering if there is a way to earn a 2nd chance or have I lost my opportunity to be one of your girls for good?

heyyy girls in about 2 hours a sexy older masculine man will message me that he's on the way over for me to suck him....FIRST DICK yayyyy

But im so nervous atm im almost shaking and I'm thinking to back out and block him before he comes as I have purged and backed out on other attempts before...but i really want to take the plunge and become a good sissy cocksucker but I am so scared and nervous. Any tips to overcome this and just do it?