u/sizequeenbrownsissy

Let me set the scene. I was alone in home after a long time, got naked but decided against wearing any chastity this time. Got my toys, lube, poppers out and started playing hypno on my laptop.
I didn’t expect to be this horny and slutty but I went all in played with my longest dildo 13’ took it almost entirely in, used my fuck machine for a good one hour while sniffing my poppers. After a while I got my vibrator out put it on my clit to ruin my orgasm which I did and swallowed the whole tasty lot like literally licked my fingers since it was so tasty but that just made me more horny. I started again playing with my dildo and started really destroying my pussy with it and that very instance I literally squirted/peed all over myself which made me more horny while I kept fucking myself and my clit kept squirting all over me.

So what did I just experience? I have never had sissygasm and I literally ruin my orgasm each time.
But whatever it was I am just dying to do it again even while typing this whole incident my pussy is throbbing and asking me to get something in there fast lol.