u/sofkel

I did the biggest slam ive ever done of coke and idk how much it was but it was like a lottt and i got the bellringer and yea it was such sn intense feeling, it felt amazing but i also got scared because i instantly thought about my family and that i might be dying and no one would know until its too late - thats how intense it felt.. which might b normal but i dont know cus i never felt it before when i did coke shots… snyways its been like 30 mins now and the rush is over im still high nd heart rate is 120 bpm

am i gonna be okay?

So this coke that I’ve got rn is really really enjoyable but idk if it’s because it’s cut with something (like opiates or tranqs) or if it’s because i’m doing bigger doses than before?

It goes like this: register > taste of coke in mouth > intense rush > sometimes spasming(?) or jerks > then super relaxed and dreamy (similar to heroin) and i’ll lay down and close my eyes for a while > then i «wake up» wired and coked > then after an hour more or less, I become tired and can fall asleep if i want to.

does this sound like your experience? i love
it tho, but obviously it wouldnt hurt if i take into account the possibility of a fent overdose if this not normal lol

and yes i know the only way to know is to test it, just wanna hear ur thoughts if u have any! thanks x

ETA: probably relevant to mention i’m in London, UK!

guys wtf i have never been this high on coke before!!
ive IVd so many times but ive always been careful w my dose so i just get a light rush BUT THIS TIME i accidentally spilled some water in the cup with all the coke so i was like omg that means i should take all of it (it wasnt that much but more than id usually take) and OMFGGGGG
Once i registered i already tasted it
and then i pulled it FAST AFFFFF
And then i wqs sent to oblivion
I finally know what these bells u guys r talking about sound like , although mine were not that loud!

its so fuckin weird man because its like i LOVE IT and hate it at the same time ??? like i feel like im on a hyperactive euphoric cloud but also paranoid and on edge but its like..worth it
it kinda reminds me of shooting speed but more ANTSYY or whatever, less relaxed (although i felt relaxed for the first 5 mins laying on the floor in heaven)

also literally hearing voices (its the music) and yea wtf had to take a valium but anyways

well now im hearing ppl walking around in my flat too, LOL but its ok iknow its in my head STILL VERY CREEPY

Just wanted to journal this i guess?? and iguess u are reading my journal so congrats or sorry lol