u/suhfex

I gotta move these for my own good ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

I gotta move these for my own good ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

This really kills me to take all these out of my main stash and seperate them so that i could give myself a good enough idea of what i would be okay parting ways with while im going through an extremely stressful time after being hit with a massive bill after i accidentally reversed my pops Ford Raptor into our brick mailbox and damaging his back tray which i now need to pay for ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

I never wanted to get to a point where id need to do this but here we are. Although i hope this is the only time i ever need to resort to this.

If anyone wants to chat my DMs are open.

Dont be stupid and make mistakes like me. I still feel so dumb because of it..

u/suhfex โ€” 8 hours ago

This years Progress ๐Ÿซ 

I just cant love my doctor enough man, she treats me so well. Those of you that see my posts frequently would probably know that im obsessed with pharmacuticals, not exactly in a addictive way, tho i do tend to treat myself every now and again, but more so like a collection obsession. Ive been doing yearly stashes for the last two years and havent touched either except on very rare occasions where ill help myself get some money for food. None of this is for sale though so dont get the wrong idea. This is my equivelent to pokemon cards haha. But its gotten so big now ive had to get second safe. So far this is what ive managed to leave untouched for this years stash, i only use the odd script here and there but mainly stick to heavier substances as you can see all throughout my old posts, and among those you can see the majority of my other stashes from the last couple years that i still have the majority of put in my 1st safe.

Long story short this is just a post about the bueaty in pharmacuticals and my weird obsession with hoarding them. This new years im going to put a post in the drugsarebeautiful subreddit and also here with all 3 of my yearly stashes in one shot and quite a few others with every box open with every blister pack from each box of all my different meds laid out just to appreciate there bueaty in quantity i suppose. But itll be my biggest post yet and ive probably only teased about half of my current stashes on reddit so far. So this year im gonna reveal my entire 3 year progress and just will probably keep going for another year untill i decide to come off of the heavy stuff by using the subs ive already stashed so far and start to use my prescriptions as required after i go through enough time to have atleast a lower tolerance.

And if the unfortunate day comes that they want to take me off my painkillers ill atleast have plenty to grt myself by when i need them. Although given my condition which is a bit too long for me to explain i dont think thats going to happen as im both prescribed from a specialist doctor from one of the hospitals in brissy which i wont name who gives me monthly pickups from my local hospital, but also a paid psychiatrist and my angel of a GP that ive built a great paitent relationship over the last 4 years with them all. But being only 23yrs old, the thought is still always at the back of my head that i could happen but we'll see i guess ahah.

If you read this whole post im sorry haha. Im just feeling good after some decent H and felt the need to express my love for my collection. Stick around on new years for my big reveal and some of my most obsure pharmas ive managed to get my hands on either through prescription or other methods.

But prescription wise this is a good start for this years stash that ive managed to put aside so far. But not everything. Just a tease from what ive got these last two months. After all. I want this post to be a big one so just its just been sneak peaks here and there throughout the years. Its gonna be my own personal reward for the commitment, paitence and even for not giving into the temptations of abusing them even while ive been in bad spots or WDs just cause my package was a day or two late. At this point ive basically got my own mini pharnacy haha with s8 meds you've probably never seen or heard of. There gonna be a treat to show you all im sure.

u/suhfex โ€” 5 days ago

I can relax now

I was running low on valium for a bit and always stress over the thought of running out. Having enough put away keeps my mind at ease.

u/suhfex โ€” 12 days ago

๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿค

220 Valpams and a gram of some fresh #4

u/suhfex โ€” 13 days ago

Gotta love that new month resupply โค๏ธ

u/suhfex โ€” 18 days ago

Bloody hell its been one hell of a work week lads. 39 hours totalled and im ready for a comfy long weekend with my goods courtesy of my doctor and local postie!

25x Nitrazepam 5mg

143x Diazepam 5mg

0.75g Malaysian Stamp #4

0.5g AK Stamp #3 - (looks like #4?)

0.1g Double UO Globe #4 - (Sample)

0.5g S-Ketamine Isomer

Cheese and bacon saussage roll with a can of coke to go with it.

What are the rest of us enjoying tonight/ weekend.

u/suhfex โ€” 24 days ago