u/tanvislays

22 sissy here.. I've lost my virginity 2 months back.i have been crossdressing since 13 and I'm aroused by crossdressing and dolling up ever since 19 I started watching sissy porn and indulged in chatting with men..I loved chatting and getting compliments and this continued..after cancelling several plans I finally lost my virginity on April 2026 ..I like it and did it again next month...and yeah I was a straight cd and years ago I never thought I'll be with guys.bu t yeah I got banged like a slut...

And yeah all these while I'm not aroused by females...I'm only aroused by the idea of a man fucking me..and being a sissy..ig my masculinity is taken..and I cannot be with girls...atp being a trans is a good idea ig.

I was a straight cd until 19 only crossdressing and arousal to it.. then after 19 I got into sissy porn and then I started exploring the sissy world , chatting with men , imagining as the sissy in the porn and so on...later after so many purged plans I decided meet a guy this April and I lost my virginity at 22 and after that I met him again in may...after this I feel I'm craving for more .. I'm craving for dicks. Is this normal 🥺

Hey there since 13 ( puberty ) I got aroused by watching a boy to girl makeup video in youtube and got aroused by it ..after that i decided to crossdress and felt really good and aroused and this is how it all started...till 19 I used to fap by dolling up as a cd . Imagining myself as a girl and I get aroused..

After 19 I started watching sissy porn and this unlocked a whole new part of me..I started chatting with men...posting pics and got lots of appreciation and msgs from men..and I used to fap and then get regrets on it...by this time I'm still attracted to girls but never had a gf or text from girls....I'm a shy and introverted guy...

And this stuffs continued and I got more deep into this stuff and finally lost my virginity with a man after I dolled up fully as a girl and I loved anal sex . I loved being submissive to him ... And I didn't feel regret too..and then we did it again second time....it was the same feeling....

I'm asking now if what should be my future like...is this normal or is there no return for me need advice!! Thanks