u/tbcb2026

I finally cheated on my wife. I’ve cheated on her before we got married, when we were dating , when we were engaged but now that we’re married it feels different. It feels more real , more naughty.

It started with an older white man whom I’ve met before. If I had to guess he was round his late 50s. I invited him over from grindr. I was already rock hard and completely naked. He came into my room and gave me the best blowjob I’ve had in a long while. Sucking me nice and slow, deep throating me.

The only my problem is when it’s time for me to cum I start to push him away from my dick. Almost like if I get shameful and embarrassed. He’s practically fighting to get my dick in his cum hungry mouth but I’m literally pushing him away with one arm and jacking my cock off with the other. I don’t know why I get those feelings of shame. I hope next time we meet I feel more relaxed when it time for me to cum and actually let him swallow my cum. Anyways I just wanted to get that off my chest and also say I might be meeting him again on Wednesday.