u/teasemeeeee

i haven't posted here in a whileee but long story short im rlly rlly denied it's been 107 days since my last orgasm everything's on my profile n im so sooo turned on watching dry humping videos n imagining how good it would feel.... thinking about us both being rlly denied a long time without cumming just squirming against each other trying to ride it ughh it makes me so hot.... both sooo leaky n desperate ur precum n my wetness adding soo much feeling as we move on each other all trembling with how good it feels but we know we can't cum so we just slow down a little, maybe kiss, grinding our most sensitive spots together soo slow breathing so hard too..... i want to do it for hours n i wonder how long u could last..... maybe we cant stand it n it turns into cockwarming n that makes it soooo much harder..... fuckk im so desperate

everyone including me saw it coming, i had such a slim chance of success n was teased n denied with different sets of rules for the entire month leading up to the test specifically designed to make me so needy i fail. i knelt by the bed n started humping the corner with my timers going but the feeling was soooo good..... after 31 full days of clit denial i couldn't handle stimulation there n i was so sensitivee i had to keep stopping so often. it felt like an eternity of just barely stopping in time to keep myself from feeling an edge which i want so so sooo bad by this point i can't thinkk, i had to fight with my body so hard n it still wasn't enough. i finally got through 20 minutes total of stimulation my whole body trembling n just barely able to breathe, so warm n so wet in my jeans n panties, my clit was throbbing so so hard. even though i'd had to stop 5 times just to make it through the last 30 seconds without edging i felt so good to finish the test. i looked at my other timer n saw i failed by just 3 minutes. 3 minutes from getting to edge again n from getting to use my vibrator for the first time since before i last had an orgasm. i felt my world crashing in a teeny bit but the biggest feeling was humiliation for failing so pathetically, because im so broken n have no control over my body the humiliation made my clit twitchh >///< n just felt so horny i sat in a daze for minutes n the next thing i did when i could get my head together n do something was get my dildo n lick and suck it for like nearly half an hour just dripping sooo bad.... my head was empty i didn't know what to do, there was literally nothing else for me to do ^.^

after i failed i was told that because it was my first pass/fail arousal test and only my second in general, failing didn't mean complete clit denial, but if i fail one more test the only way to feel another touch on my clit is to eventually pass one, no matter how many i fail n how long it takes me. it's the only way to get my clit back. i just rlly rlly hope i'll pass my next text in a month n a half n not have to worry about it but im trying not to think about it yet >///< i was given my rules for the next fifteen days as well as i'd spend the rest of the day of the test on full-body no touch: i was to give my clit 10 rubs with one finger(1 rub=1 circle, 1 up/down etc) after waking up but before getting out of bed each morning. this is less than 10 seconds of light stimulation if i go slow. if i forget or get up without touching, im on full-body no touch until the next morning. if i do my rubs i get 10 more rubs to use right before i fall asleep. im now 5 days into these rules n i'm rlly rlly rlly destroyed..... i'm so soo denied n all my clit does all day is ache n twitch, finally getting to touch after a month without it but only getting a few seconds of touch a day is so cruel n makes it hard to do anything but lay there dripping and wishing for the day to be up, or for any way to get any touch, n no way exists! all i can do is daydream n feel my slippery pussy clench on nothingg

the most humiliating part is whenever i get rlly desperate in the hours n hours between those 2 moments i can touch, and the ache is so overwhelming i have to lie down completely still with my legs spread n let myself throb for a while, i obviously think a lot about how different kinds of touch would feel if i was allowed, but my brain n body is also telling me rlly loudly that whatever i could possibly do won't give me as much pleasure as doing exactly what i'm told. which is nothing. so doing nothing and aching untouched makes me feel better than even edging would..... im just a broken, conditioned little failure thinking herself into believing the most teasing restrictive torment n denial given to me as a punishment feels rlly good just because it's all im allowed to have >///< n my body is so deprived it genuinely does feel soooo good just to lie there untouched and fantasise for a while..... i have 10 days left with these rules so it's(most likely?) a good thing im starting to get used to them, but if any other girls who did long term/extreme denial have tips im also all ears because helpp 😭