u/theesake

About a year ago I introduced this idea to him and I was so nervous, initially he wasn’t so sure about it but after talking about it more both of us felt more comfortable with this kink. I was also very conflicted even though I was the one to bring it up, but the more I got into learning about cucking the more I realised that there’s a name for what I was experiencing: eroticised anxiety/insecurity.

When it feels like too much we take a break from it, talk about our feelings, reassurance and after time passes and we’re more comfortable with it, we get back into it. I love the idea of him being naughty and when we have sex or FaceTime, i like for him to imagine that he’s fucking another twink, calling me by a different name..it really turns me on and he gets turned on by it as well, though he really likes fucking me without the cuck play.

I’ve told him to message different guys in the past though it’s still pretty new so we haven’t gotten that deep into it yet, but yesterday I told him that he can message with anyone he wants to. It’s scary but gets me so fucking hard thinking about it.