u/thetatoalpha

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Soo today my roommate's bf came and like I was with them and good newzzz I broke up ;) I'm really genuinely happy. So I went with them as it was officially a double date planned but not anymore . So I asked them if it's still okay if I'm alone and they said yes sure. So we were just shopping and hopping around.

Fantasy of cuckolding:

Idk how this works liek the concept of cuckolding and shit but for me or according to me it is that someone watches you having sex and that person is related to you .

I am initially never into this and I even hate this thing. But when I saw them closing and walking with arms crossed. And doing all the couple stuff I was kinda jealous (I'm sry ik it's wrong) .

And somehow I zoned out and started thinking of having sex with my roommate's bf in front of her or whatif I do something with my roommate instead ( no I'm not bi to) .

These random thoughts were just revolving around and I got no one to tell this so I'm here again .

Alright ifykyk....for a long time I'm posting about how badly I need a breakup .

But yesterday my bf said that if you want to leave you can leave but don't try to make it more weird after it like no friends and anything.

At that moment I realised that it's so hard and I can't break up with him. As I'm addicted to him somehow.

Can you guys give me some tips about how to save my relationship.

No weird tips plz. Edit*: you guys asking why I posted here..? It's because the back story is dark or slutty(in your way) and ig ppl here now about it.

At this point all I need is a breakup

Soo if you have read my earlier posts my bf is cheating on me and my roommate said that the girl he is cheating with is hotter than me.

I even cheated on him too it's been almost a week .

And I can't live with this feeling of cheating and I can't live with him either he is being toxic a lot nowadays.

Soo I called him this Sunday he came in his car to pick me up. Then as soon as I sat in his car he asked where to go which place and I said him no where just listen all I need is breakup .

He smiled and said comeon and kissed me .point to be noted is he didn't even took me srsly.

I broke the kiss and said again I need breakup ik you are cheating and he said I'm not cheating on you it's rubbish. And kissed again and all I can do is just kiss him as Idk what else to say as this man doesn't listens me don't take me srsly doesn't consider me as individual but his doll.

He drives us to a cafe we had lunch and then he said now let's go to a mall I just followed him .

And then he buyed me a perfume and made me buy a gift for him to (not going to reveal the gift). When we went to his car he just placed his hand on my thigh and started touching me everywhere .I didn't wanted it so I just pushed his hand but he never considers it ( my mistake as in early relationship stage I was very shy and once I told him no matter how much I say no if you want something just push me for it ) and he does the same even after a year .

my God he fucked me in his car and it was rough .he pulled my t shirt out then bra he was sucking licking my nipples and it was like a dog licking then licking kissing my face he unbuckle himslef pulled his dick out I was not in ctrl and then he was kissing me and my hand it was on his dick when I realised I was giving him a handjob .

He rmeoved my pants with panty at once and then kissing on my thighs and no pussy licking just started sex I was moaning in suck a small space in a car he was moving like a beast and pressing my boob with one hand .The most rough sex and man handdle sex I ever had (note I had 3some once but it was nothing like this) .He pulled out cum on my belly and navel . I was over but not He and he did it again and I had no choice but to go along and did it again I was so horny at this point I just let him do anything he was calling me sexy slut a dancer a bitch and I was just agreeing.

Soo if you have read my earlier posts my bf is cheating on me and my roommate said that the girl he is cheating with is hotter than me.

I even cheated on him too it's been almost a week .

And I can't live with this feeling of cheating and I can't live with him either he is being toxic a lot nowadays.

Soo I called him this Sunday he came in his car to pick me up. Then as soon as I sat in his car he asked where to go which place and I said him no where just listen all I need is breakup .

He smiled and said comeon and kissed me .point to be noted is he didn't even took me srsly.

I broke the kiss and said again I need breakup ik you are cheating and he said I'm not cheating on you it's rubbish. And kissed again and all I can do is just kiss him as Idk what else to say as this man doesn't listens me don't take me srsly doesn't consider me as individual but his doll.

He drives us to a cafe we had lunch and then he said now let's go to a mall I just followed him .

And then he buyed me a perfume and made me buy a gift for him to (not going to reveal the gift). When we went to his car he just placed his hand on my thigh and started groping me I didn't wanted it so I just pushed his hand but he never considers it ( my mistake as in early relationship stage I was very shy and once I told him no matter how much I say no if you want something just push me for it ) and he does the same even after a year .

my God he fucked me in his car and it was rough .he pulled my t shirt out then bra he was sucking licking my nipples and it was like a dog licking then licking kissing my face he unbuckle himslef pulled his dick out I was not in ctrl and then he was kissing me and my hand it was on his dick when I realised I was giving him a handjob .

He rmeoved my pants with panty at once and then kissing on my thighs and no pussy licking just started sex I was moaning in suck a small space in a car he was moving like a beast and pressing my boob with one hand .The most rough sex and man handdle sex I ever had (note I had 3some once but it was nothing like this) .He pulled out cum on my belly and navel . I was over but not He and he did it again and I had no choice but to go along and did it again I was so horny at this point I just let him do anything he was calling me sexy slut a dancer a bitch and I was just agreeing.

Heyy so it's amazing to see you ppl again ....

So just a recap of what happened last time that I humbled him quite a bit and he didn't like to be a sub .

Now, yesterday I was just talking with him on the call and he kept on yapping while I was thinking whether he is still cheating on me or not and then suddenly I heard him saying "you there" and I just answered "yea yea I'm always here, for you. " .He laughed and said "ohh really well then is there anyone else in the room".and I just answered no (I live in a hostel with two other girls my roommates) .He got excited and asked to do a video call and then we were on a video call there and he said "show me your pu&$y" I just answered him" not in the mood rn" on which he said "ik you are over me now now you want to cheat on me and stuff " , and my body just started screaming inside but I told him "no never I love you more than anything you want to see my v@g¥na fine " (I was wearing a shorts and blue pan#y down there which I removed ) " here see it " I said . He smiled and said "I love you the most ". Then he said won't you rub it ...and I followed the order and started rubbing and fingering showing him at this moment I was wet and the room got the scent of juices too. Then suddenly my roommate came in and I suddenly put the blanket over as I was wearing nothing there and my roommate let's call her A , she said what's this smell and I was like" smell no there is no smell maybe you came from outside so it's just a change of air haha" (my bf was still on the video call).And when he saw someone else come in too he got excited and asked me to remove the blanket I just refused and said there are certain things and values and just respect that can you ??! He got angry and said "you are my bi#ch right?! , right?! Say it ! Now ! " . My juices were still flowing and I was wet and horny I just said "yes I am " he said "no say that in the right way " . I said " yes yes I am your bi#chh" .I saw the eyes of A they were now stealing glances slowly.he chuckled and said who am I ? You know right call me that ! And I just said you are my daddy my daddy ! And then I heard A chuckling. She said it's hot here isn't it . I was like yea it's summer now Obv it's hot and she left the room . He got to know I am alone again so he said now show me that again and I showed him how wet I was like the bedsheet and blanket both got the stains and his reply was so gross and bad he said you clock hungry girl don't worry we will meet soon maybe next week again . And now do the final task. Write ' I m a wh0re on your belly with lipstick and don't rub it till you bath again ( I'm sick rn and not bathing daily cuz it makes it bad) I followed and said I'll seek my revenge and he cut the call.

Later on I just hated him with guts and removed/erased the writing and went out where my roommate said "yk Ik the scent just close the door next time and who wears blanket in summers (and chuckled , it just made my agression more as now I'm gonna do worse with him) ..