u/throwawayCrustys0ck

This is 100% not the place for this likely, but its a penpal sub, and the only subred im active in

Heres a bit of context. Im about 30yo, and ive been single for quite some time now. My ex of 4 years decided 1 more inch mattered more than the memories we made together. Rather than giving her a second chance, i moved on. Im not an exactly ugly guy. Im fit, decent job (it at lest pays the bills and allows me to care for the parent i still have alive) and i like to think im a fairly ok human (aside from some really horny kinks i have)

Yet for the life of me, i can NOT find a gf. Idk if its even a matter of attraction. When i go out to a diner i get a male waiter. When i go to get take out its a bro at the window. If i walk into a jewelry store, im greeted by a guy. The onky place i have seen a woman in the last 2 years is at the grocery store, and they are all old enough to be my mother or grandmother.

Like, just where did all the women go?! I see them on tinder and on the rare occasion i do match with one, well have a very strong connection, not struggling to have a conversation. Regular messaging. Asking about the others day, well more me asking about their day. And after talking for half or a whole month, ill have a bad day at work and think i can speak about it to them. Just someone to vent to, not even crashing out on them, like how i hear some men beat their gf’s now like its 1920.

I just want to talk about my shit day and vent my frustration for just maybe a half hour or less over text. I assumed it would be ok after they have to me for several weeks, day after day. Yet i get this “i cant help you” or “youre too much of an emotional burden for me” reply. Once had someone just ghost me for the day, then the next day tell me they went to a pool party because i was being “too much”.

So is it just me, or are we cooked?

I downloaded a lil app that sounds like the sounds a old vintage clock makes. AND MY GOD IT BLEW MY MIND! Like, i cant go ANYWHERE without seeing some video intended to trigger goo brains like me. Video after video of teasing, edging, encouraging!!! I fucking LOVE it. Then the lives! Holy shnickes! Its... its incredible. If you know whats going on, it makes the lil lip bites, eye rolls, and small bounces other worldly!

I cant deny how much i love this new age! Society has become so “progressive”. It use to be something to be ashamed of. The needs of our bodies. But with the ability for people to make posts and speak freely... its AMAZING to see how much we all enjoy that “high”. How we can all connect over just trying to get that nut. We dont have to play dumb romantic games anymore if all we want is that stress relief. Dont need to spend hours looking for some softcore account either.

Gooner feels almost like a house hold word now. Its no longer uncommon to find someone who loves edging and teasing, and what was once “hardcore” is now just things you do on a first date xD its amazing!!! I no longer feel like i have to hide being a gooner cuckold. Its almost like those traits are attractive in todays society! And its amazing

Nothing feels as good as opening social media and in 3 or less scrolls, theres a new set of wobbly knockers on my screen. Or a yummy looking dick that i cant stop myself from appriciating. This goon era has even changed how we introduce ourselves to others haha. Now its more like “hi im kyle and id like to churn up a batch of hot nut butter to u” lol. Or it being post after post after post of teasing and suggestive vids. ITS FUCKING ADDICTING AND I LOVE THIS NEW AGE! And its even better when you stumble across those goooood posts, the kind that tells u to sink deeper, and you do. Letting your brain leak out of your tip

And if you love this new era too shoot me a text! I might be at home with my pants around my ankles, or at work with my mind thinking about the next time i can stroke my cock. But no matter what, i always look forward to making a new horny friend to chat with!

I stand there, pushing my fingers up under my glasses and rubbing the bridge of my nose.

“It has to be utterly tiring to be a woman.” I think to myself as i listen to the patron infront of me flirting with the bank teller.

Ahead, stands a man whos likely in his sixties, if not older. He passed every other teller on his way to the one who looked like she may still be in college. She was gorgeous, sure. But that doesnt justify his creepy actions as he proclaims loudly, “Oh, im heading to the young one!”

Shifting my weight from one leg to the other a horrid thought pops into my head as i also watch her shift in her seat. Its not the kind of shifting you see from someone anxious or uncomfortable. Its the kind of shifting ive seen in movies again and again, just before the woman talks seductively to who ever is in the scene with her. Its the sort of adjustment one does like a man might readjust himself to allow his cock to shift down a pant leg. I watch in blank horror as her eyes lock with his. None of the normal avoidance one would show in an uncomfortable situation. And im both stunned, and slightly turned on as i realize some of the posts ive seen on the internet about this, IS TRUE?!

Its now been MONTHS since this incident and i STILL cant get the image of that day out of my head. I cant stop thinking about what her lips would look like with one of his old saggy hairy nuts in her mouth. How she would look on top of him, legs open wide as she thrusts her hips forward and back, like shes flicking a light switch.

And to my own horror… i find myself grinding against my jeans. Imagining that she knows. Not just what he wants. Not just what she wants. But in my mind, i see her turning her gaze toward me and winking. Knowing that despite my efforts, my body is deciding that it wants to melt on its own to that sight… ——

Thanks for reading my confession! If youd like to talk about this scene more, or converse about kinks like this one, voyerism, age gap, cuckolding, then please shoot me a message!!! If your interest lies more in playing it out, and youd be interested in a longterm roleplay, i would like to hear from you too as i have some nuances id like to discuss! Regardless, hope you shifted while reading this just like the bank teller had

Kinks: age gap, cuckolding, large and heavy tits, how porn has fried my brain in even day to day actions