u/tossed2112

37 Married fit / athletic build. Masculine looking but have had an itch I’ve had to scratch ever since I was young. My wife is out of town tonight and my searches have gotten the best of me and have me gooning and ready to put on my wife’s panties and lube my bussy and take out her dildo. Looking for someone to convince me or give me instructions

Last time I acted on the itch was a corporate traveler that came to a nearby hotel. We chatted for a week before he came. I wasn’t planning on going through with it but when he was here he kept being so confident and he told me to put on my panties and go for a walk. After the walk I sent him a message with a few photos of the panty straps sticking out from my jeans. The silky panties rubbing me as I walked and the secret of waking in public of course made me incredibly horny. When I get back he says ok Sissy you now need to drive over here so I can use you like the girl you really are. I got in the car and went over. Trying to talk myself out of it. But when I got there I could still feel those panties and felt very sexy so I went in and to the room he told me. Then knocked. He answered freshly showered in a tshirt and briefs. And said that’s a good girl please come in and let me see your pretty panties. He said it so loud I was embarrassed because people could hear him so I rushed inside. He closed and locked the door and as he turned he smacked my ass and said that’s for making me wait. Be good and you won’t have any more punishments. I can tell you more about that night and maybe we can have some fun of our own.

1.5 yrs ago. I chatted with a guy and he was coming into town about 15 miles from me. I was not expecting an in person option and frankly was choosing people further away for that reason. We were chatting and he started saying you should put on your wife’s panties and get over to my room so I can inspect and use you. That’s all I needed and I was suddenly slipping into a pair of panties and heading over. I almost didn’t knock when I got to his room but I heard him inside so thought he may have seen me so I knocked. He opened the door in a tshirt and briefs after a fresh shower. I walk in and he shuts the door and locks it. The turns around and reaches his hand down the back of my pants and confirms my panties are on. He said what a good girl now show me. So I slip my shirt and pants off and I’m standing there in panties. He verbally feminized me and then made me drop to my knees. And pulled my face into his briefs and had me sniff in and admit I was a filthy cock sucker that needed his cock. Then he let me pull his briefs down while I was still in my panties. I started to take him into my mouth and he was moaning and saying I was such a good cock sucking bitch. He then said girls want all the dick and grabbed the back of my head and started to push deep into my throat and making me gag. My eyes watered and he would take his cock out and smack it against my face. He then asked me to stand. He starts to rub my panties and my ass. He slipped his hands in and into my asscrack and rubbed my virgin hole as he pushed his cock between my thighs. I had told him I wasn’t likely to do anal because other than using my wife’s dildo a couple times I never had been fucked. He told me to get on all 4s on the bed which I quickly did. He walked up behind me and said I think we need to take these panties off to see your pussy up close. So he slides them down slowly and spits in my exposed hole. Then goes back to rubbing and inserting his thumb and finger stretching them apart to soften my hole. He then put some lube on my hole it was cold. But he started working it and said what are you feeling and I said I am feeling like your dirty whore and he said what do you want my little bitch? And I said your cock. He said I thought that’s what you wanted bitch. He slipped on a condom. I reminded him it probably wouldn’t work but he could try with the tip. He lubed me Some more and then on the condom. He then pushed up to my ass and lined up his cock. He pushed slowly till the tip was just barely in the edge of my ass. I was looking behind me and he repositioned himself while holding the tip just in and grabbed my hips. Then he just pushed hard in small strokes very fast. I started to feel the pinching in my ass as he ripped into me. He held on and just kept going. Said something like it’s a bandaid you just have to pull it off (or in this case push it in). I was panting and groaning and bucking a little as I tried to move away or find a better position. But he kept pushing. Then I felt his balls smacking onto my taint and into my balls. He was all the way in. I felt proud but it was still painful but once he was all the way in he didn’t last long. He slowed and then pulled out. He slapped my ass as he breathed out in a big sigh as he left his worries deep inside my guts. I rolled onto my back and he slipped off the condom and smacked it across my cock then picked up the condom tip and drained his cum onto my cock. Then started jerking me off with his cum lube until I came. He handed me my panties and said I could leave.

So I put them and my clothes back on over the pile of both our loads and left.

I have a recurring fantasy when I am traveling for work.

I go to the bar for dinner and a drink and sit at the bar since I am by myself. As I finish a drink I head to the bathroom to pee. As I am peeing a person walks in and starts to go up to the urinal next to me. I am looking down and I hear him start to pee and as we all do I take a slight sideways glance to see what’s going on. As I do he lets out a little chuckle so my gaze goes up and he is looking right at me as I make eye contact he turns his body and his pee travels from his urinal over to mine and then onto my dick and hand while we maintained eye contact as I was in shock and his mouth moved into a smile and he looked down and said I knew it. Look at your hard cock dripping with a real man’s piss. I was turning red. I hadn’t noticed that my cock had turned hard as I had let him piss right on my cock. He turned back and zipped up. And said you will come to room 3216 in 20 minutes. The door will be open and lights off. You will come in and shut the door behind you. Then do as your told you little bitch.

I show up to his room hall on auto pilot half wondering what I was doing. I notice the door being slightly propped open. I could leave still I think to myself but before I realize it I walk in and shut the door. From the darkness I hear. I knew you would show up. Tell me did you shower? Or do you still smell like my alpha piss? I nervously answer, I didn’t shower. He laughs. Ok, go into the rest room. Take off your clothes and you will find a nice pair of pretty panties to put on like the little sissy bitch you are. I start to respond and he gets loud and says that was not a question GO!! now! I turn and go in. As he said there is a small lacy see through pink pair of panties on the counter. I do as he said and feel the soft panties sliding up my legs and over my hardening little cock thati could smell the musk on from his piss. I catch one look in the mirror and my cock twitches at the sight of myself in these panties. Then I hear from the room. That’s enough time sissy come out to see daddy. I walk out and see daddy in the dark in the chair with a glass of brown liquid in his hand sitting legs akimbo in the corner chair with nothing on but that wicked smile from the bathroom in the bar. He says come over honey, I see those panties for you nicely and your little clit likes out too. I felt sheepish being talked to like a girl and a little weird about having my dick called a clit. As I got closer he said get down on your knees and crawl over to me my little sissy. So I get down and start to crawl and as I get closer the size of his semi hard cock comes further into view and its size is so much bigger than mine. He sees my eyes widen and says mmmm, my little bitch sees she may have bitten off more than she can chew and he laughs as his cock hardens and bounces with his laughing. As I get close he says, don’t worry honey you can start with ball’s and my cock will gently lay on your face so you can get acquainted with it. He pulls my head towards his crotch and my mouth just starts opening like it’s on auto pilot. My tongue splitting through and reaching for his sack as he lifts his cock and lays it on my fore head while my tongue works to his hot sweaty balls. I hear him grunting and says you look good with a cock on your face. The. He shifts forward and says go a little lower I think you’ll find a nice surprise for your tongue down there. He pushes my head down and my tongue finds the astringent taste of his asshole and he says good, now put your tongue in deep bitch. I do and he starts to bring on my face a little his balls slapping around my eye sockets and his big cock flopping and smacking the side of my face.

Then he says to come up for some air and a little surprise. I pull back and see his eyes and the mischief he had behind them as he rises in front of me. His cock now dangling in front of my face and he lifts it to point at my lips and says listen you slut. The next test will determine how the rest of the night goes. I need to piss before we keep going and your going to drink it. If you swallow all of it, then I won’t show the video of you to anyone else and you can suck me off until I come down you’re throat. My eyes bulge as he points to the right and on the tv I see an image of me in panties on my knees in front of a big cock with a little smear of his ass across my lips. If you don’t then I am going to fuck you in the ass to keep the video between us. He chuckles and I see him lift his cock and he says decide quick and I see him flex his core muscles signaling his body to expel the piss from his bladder and I have a million thoughts but open my mouth just as his stream starts to flow and hits deep in my throat and bounces off my tonsils into my throat as I swallow.

Mmm. I jerk off to this thought so many times. Let’s talk about it Daddy and what we can do online to make me your territory.

37 yr old married male that has an itch that needs to be scratched ever since I was younger. I have always had this desire to please a confident man. This has taken several forms over the years including sexual.

The last time I acted on this was meeting a man from out of town at his hotel. He has me wear a pair of panties under my clothes to the hotel. I almost chickened out when I stood outside his door. But almost uncontrolled by my brain I knocked. Then I was committed. He answered in a white t-shirt and briefs only. He ordered me inside. I walked in past the point of no return. He shut the door and locked it. Turns to me and said why are you still standing. To your knees. I drop. Looking up at him he starts to call me names. Makes me admit I want, no, need his cock. He said I don’t deserve it. Has me stand up to inspect. Has me pull my pants down and my panties show. He smiles and says I would make a nice Sissy bitch. He finished his inspection and tells me back to my knees. He lays on the edge of the bed. Crawl to me. There’s some things I need from you to see if you can have this cock. I crawl. He slides his briefs off. Before you get the front you have some work to do on the back and he places himself above my mouth and lowers his ass down. He orders my tongue out and starts to slide back and forth with his ass hole over my tongue and nose. He makes me tell him I love his ass. He sees my cock popping out of the panties and says oh boy you love this don’t you. I have one more thing before I can let you have this cock. He moves me into the shower. He points his cock at me and tells me to tell him who’s little bitch I am. I say yours. He then sprays me with his masculine piss. As I am dripping he then says no suck me. So I immediately take my prize.

The one thing I told him before meeting is that I would not bottom. Well that lust I had changed me. I immediately started to beg him to take me. He pulled me up and threw me on my back on the bed. He did not give me a chance to change my mind. He pushed in past my defense and I felt it and it was painful. He was out of control and just pounded quickly and came in his condom deep in my ass. It was my first time. I was laying there as he pulled out. So used and owned. He dumped his condom out on my face and chest. Told me to put my panties back on and leave. I asked if I could rinse off. He said no. I left after putting clothes on with an achy asshole, with blood slightly coming out from his hard fucking, cum dripping down my face, and wetting through my shirt, while smelling like his piss. I got in the car ashamed and still rock hard and immediately jerked off behind the hotel.

I have many stories like this from other meetings. Looking to have a Dom online for now. But open to meets in the future.