u/travma_bunny

My birthday was yesterday and I want nothing more than for a daddy to help me with these icky thoughts 🥺🙈. Be nice though please

I go through these cycles where I really try to think normally and be turned on by vanilla stuff. But I have been a victim of assault almost my whole life. I have genuinely been struggling in my new relationship because I don't want to make him see me as like broken or gross. But also it's so hard to feel satisfied when I know there's someone out there who will spiral with me.

I am craving the feeling of being desired so much nothing else matters. I was fingered in the club by a stranger last night and it brought back all of those old feelings. I've always wondered how men knew to pick me, how did they know I would be a good victim?