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Appreciation post for all the older white men I explored my sexuality with in my early 20s. These guys ranged from early 30 to 40s and were patient with me in helping me learn what I liked and didn’t like. They were more established and would invite me over to their nice apartments to hang out and watch tv. They were so rugged and manly compared to my twink frame that I would sometimes make the first move.

It was so hot exploring their bodies in the dim light of the tv and compare how they were bigger, thicker, and hairier than me. They could easily pin me down and have their way with me but they were always patient going at my speed. We would usually start with oral where they would direct me on how they liked it sucked. I learned I liked it rough when they would hold my head down and make me gag on their bwcs.

I wasn’t ready to bottom immediately and they were patient frotting my cock and ass. It was so sexy feeling their thick bwc sliding against my cock and ass until they came all over me. I learned to beg for them to unload in my mouth or across my face.

When I was ready be penetrated I learned that I liked it rough once I had adjusted and relaxed on their cocks. It was so sexy having them help me explore and understand my limits. Pulling back when it was too much but also pushing the limits when it was right

As an ab I love white bros that are rough with me in the right ways. Love when they know my limits and push them without taking them too far. Alex was a bi, blonde, 6 foot, with a 7 inch dick. He would text me whenever he was on town for business with pics and short vids of his bwc with invites to his to his hotel room.

When I got there we would get straight to business. I’d get on my knees and he’d start face fucking me. So hot how he’d continue to hold my head down longer and longer pushing my gag reflexes. He was pretty verbal giving me orders or telling me what a good eager little cockslut I was. One of his favorite positions was me on my back on the mattress with my head hanging over the bed. He would face fuck me like this commenting on how he could see his cock stretch out my throat and then putting his hand over it so he could feel it. It was so hot having his balls fill my nose and bounce off my face as he face fucked me. My favorite was when he started to make me gag he would hold his cock down my throat for a few extra seconds before releasing me. He told me how he loved how eager I was to get back down on his cock.

His favorite way to cum was either straight down my throat as I was deepthroating him or pinning me down and spraying all over my lips and face. He would tell me what a cumslut I was as he smeared it around and fed it to me off his cock and fingers.

He made it clear we would never date but for some reason I could never quit him and would always come back for more