Help finding a yaoi from my youth: man is in love with another man but has to marry a woman; she has a disease that causes scales and later dies
When I was like 9 or 10, I bought this book that had several short manga stories (maybe they were just extracts though?). This must've been in 2010 or so. There was a black and white manga story in it that, as far as I can remember, was a yaoi/BL that involved a guy being in love with another guy but having to marry a woman; I remember there was a scene where he sees her in the bath and he sees the scales (?) on her back that are caused by a disease. At some point it showed some scenes of the men kissing and suggestions of them being intimate but I dont think it actually showed full on sex.
It showed the ending eventually and it seems that after marrying they had a daughter and then the wife passed away from her disease. It then showed him meeting up with his male lover from before and and introducing his daughter to him.
This has been on my mind all day LOL and I can't find anything when I google about it
Thank you for reading!