u/ummummlexi

[f4M] dumb bimbo trainwreck needs toxic older men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 1 day ago

[f4M] dumb bimbo trainwrecks need toxic older men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 6 days ago

[f4M] dumb bimbo trainwrecks need toxic older men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 14 days ago

[f4M] dumb bimbo trainwrecks need toxic older men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 18 days ago

[f4M] dumb bimbo trainwrecks need toxic older men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 1 month ago

[f4M] ditzy bubble butt porndolls with no self-esteem

I'm blonde, 25, slim with small breasts but wide hips and a big round ass.

I’m kneeling on the ground with my eye makeup smeared, globs of cum oozing off my eyelash and chin. My long blonde hair is messy with little spots stuck together with spit. I’m giving a dazed, vacant smile while one or more cameras get held in my face. When the attention stops and the crew starts packing up, I feel the anxiety build. I start to think about how it's going to feel to go home alone after doing this.

Still on my knees, with my voice a little ragged from the scene, I ask "hey guys....what do you usually do after? does anyone want to get drinks or like, you know party?"

I just finished my first shoot for a rough, degrading porn company. You’re famous not just for face fucking, rimming, and anal, but including all kinds of mental and visual degradation.

Even though I need the money, I have just the kind of self esteem issues that make me desperate to please the man who’s degrading me on camera. The less you respect me the more I want to make you happy. When you hurt my feelings I just develop a crush on you, and you realize how easy that makes it to toy with my brain.

When you realize I'll hang on your every word and do whatever you say, what will you do with it? Manage my OF? Change my look or my body? Let fans make mean spirited suggestions for my next shoot? Keep me camming constantly when you don't feel like paying attention to me?

Send your age when you write me. Shorter RP/chat of a few sentences works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 1 month ago

[f4M] bubble butt pornstar with no self-esteem

I'm blonde, 25, slim with small breasts but wide hips and a big round ass.

A tall man with a camera is circling me snapping dozens of photos. I’m kneeling on the ground with my eye makeup smeared, cum drooling down my face and breasts. My shoulder length dyed blonde hair has never looked more disheveled. I’m looking to the camera giving a dazed, vacant smile.

I just finished my first shoot for a rough, degrading porn company. You’re famous not just for face fucking, rimming, and anal, but including all kinds of mental and visual degradation.

Even though I’m doing this for money, I have just the kind of self esteem issues that make me desperate to please the man who’s degrading me on camera. The less you respect me the more I want to make you happy. Maybe I even develop a crush on you, and you realize thats going to make me even easier to exploit for the company.

When you realize I'll hang on your every word and do whatever you say, what will you do with it? Manage my OF? Change my look or my body? Let fans make mean spirited suggestions for my next shoot? Keep me camming constantly when you don't feel like paying attention to me?

Send your age when you write me. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 1 month ago

[f4M] bimbo trainwreck needs toxic men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 1 month ago

[f4M] bubble butt pornstar with no self-esteem

I'm blonde, 25, slim with small breasts but wide hips and a big round ass.

A tall man with a camera is circling me snapping dozens of photos. I’m kneeling on the ground with my eye makeup smeared, cum drooling down my face and breasts. My shoulder length dyed blonde hair has never looked more disheveled. I’m looking to the camera giving a dazed, vacant smile.

I just finished my first shoot for a rough, degrading porn company. You’re famous not just for face fucking, rimming, and anal, but including all kinds of mental and visual degradation.

Even though I’m doing this for money, I have just the kind of self esteem issues that make me desperate to please the man who’s degrading me on camera. The less you respect me the more I want to make you happy. Maybe I even develop a crush on you, and you realize thats going to make me even easier to exploit for the company.

When you realize I'll hang on your every word and do whatever you say, what will you do with it? Manage my OF? Change my look or my body? Let fans make mean spirited suggestions for my next shoot? Keep me camming constantly when you don't feel like paying attention to me?

Send your age when you write me. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 1 month ago

[f4M] pornstar ass but no self-esteem

I'm blonde, 25, slim with small breasts but wide hips and a big round ass.

A tall man with a camera is circling me snapping dozens of photos. I’m kneeling on the ground with my eye makeup smeared, cum drooling down my face and breasts. My shoulder length dyed blonde hair has never looked more disheveled. I’m looking to the camera giving a dazed, vacant smile.

I just finished my first shoot for a rough, degrading porn company. You’re famous not just for face fucking, rimming, and anal, but including all kinds of mental and visual degradation.

Even though I’m doing this for money, I have just the kind of self esteem issues that make me desperate to please the man who’s degrading me on camera. The less you respect me the more I want to make you happy. Maybe I even develop a crush on you, and you realize thats going to make me even easier to exploit for the company.

When you realize I'll hang on your every word and do whatever you say, what will you do with it? Manage my OF? Change my look or my body? Let fans make mean spirited suggestions for my next shoot? Keep me camming constantly when you don't feel like paying attention to me?

Send your age when you write me. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 2 months ago

[f4M] bimbo trainwrecks need toxic men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 2 months ago

[f4M] bimbo trainwrecks need toxic men

In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself.  I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.

You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.

And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?

I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt. 

Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting

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u/ummummlexi — 2 months ago