[f4M] dumb bimbo trainwreck needs toxic older men
In a lot of ways I'm lucky. 25, blonde, short, slim and athletic with a bubble butt even before I got obsessed with the gym. My parents pay my rent sometimes. But I've always had a self destructive streak. Pills, men, clubs, men, credit cards, and men. And men like you always seem to find me. A dominant, manipulative man who molds me into something useful or entertaining for himself. I get reduced to a vessel for makeup, slutty dresses, and surgical improvements.
You’ve never taken me on dates. You make me wear tiny shorts and a tube top to show off at the bar or just meet you in a parking lot at 3am because you don't want it to get back to your wife. You'll never text me back unless I’m willing to repress my needs in favor of the porno fantasies you can't do with someone you actually respect.
And that just gets worse. I can be your bimbo porn doll or I can be ignored. I know exactly what you want from me. My other hobbies and interests always fall away. I don't need to feel like a person, as long as I'm the kind of object you pay attention to. The only things I have to think about are pills, cheap outfits, and your fickle, degrading attention. I get addicted to that confusing mix of ditzy fun and emotional emptiness. How bad do you think it could get if you had total control of my life?
I’m 25. Please include your age if you reach out. Shorter RP works better for me than long novelizations. Don't make my tiny brain hurt, and don't be too nice outside of rp.
Kinks: being hyperfeminine, bimbo stuff, getting degraded, being ditzy, mean masculine guys, older men, sucking dick, one sided sex, anal, rough, rimming, groups, drugs, strangers, gaslighting