u/vixtoria

Was on Suboxone for 15 years 16mg. Went through the hell and got off and it has now been 18 months clean and truly sober and life's amazing. First year off was absolutely brutal, but the time passes. If you're tapering don't rush and stick with it, it's totally worth getting off this strong opiate if you're at that place in recovery. You can do it if & only if you want it. I know I said some triggering things here; not truly drug free while on suboxone and that it's a strong opioid, but it's just cold hard facts.

Group of the younger crowd at my gym thought they were bragging to me about how fun it is that they have been playing PED Russian Roulette (new thing? idk, I'm old). These dumb young fucks mixed in a big container Anadrol, Superdrol, Anavar, DBol, Win, and Halotestin (from the same brand, I saw, so they all look the same basically) and then before their workout they each blindly take one random pill... They think it's the most fun/funniest shit ever. I bet they post it online too which just encourages them more.

They are adults. I am not their parent or guardian. I do not know them. They just talk to me randomly. I am not the PEDolice. It's not my responsibility. I told them it's not funny and not to do it (all I can do). They told me to chill it's not serious like injections. I told them they are fucking their shit up. They don't care. Fuck man... Am I just showing my age by saying "kids these days? wtf"

Anyone else addicted to gathering substances for any and all possible contingency's for their PED usage? I feel I could start growing a 3rd lactating tit and I'd have something on hand to take care of it. It's like Thanksgiving feast over here... Caber, P5P, Tudca, NAC, Arimidex, Letrozole, Aromasin, Tamoxifen, etc. Maybe it's smart, maybe it's paranoia (thanks tren), or maybe it's moronic, idk.

I know you shouldn't use Fin (even topical) when want to use NPP. Is it practical to stop using fin 2 weeks pre cycle, swap to RU-58841 for 12 week cycle, then wait 2 weeks post cycle to get back on Fin? The amount of NPP will be 150-300mg/week. I am 40 and still have lots of hair, though I am using Fin as my natural baseline SHBG is low as fuck (7) and being on a low TRT dose shoots my free test into the stratosphere and started to cause shedding.

Anyone have any experience with dealing with Fin & NPP?