u/whydoihateniceguys

Anyone got a code like this? Something similar to DVAJ-360 or MIGD-635?

I’ve been happily married for 9 years now, have a family and kids but 2 years into my marriage I was settled into a healthy relationship with a man who had helped me escape my abusive ex and feeling content but angry at what my ex put me through I decided to turn a visit alone to see my family into a confrontation with my ex husband, idk what I was thinking but he ended up assaulting me, it was the first time I was with someone other than my husband since getting married and though it was scary and very non consensual at the start, we fucked some more after and before I knew it couldn’t help myself from wanting more, the feeling of the act being forced on me sparked something and I had to stop myself long enough to make my plane back home

I don’t miss the toxic man I left or his abuse, but I do sometimes miss how it felt coming to him as someone’s wife and him reducing me to a cheating slut while i pleaded for him to stop. Idk why.

I’ve been happily married for 9 years now, have a family and kids but 2 years into my marriage I was settled into a healthy relationship with a man who had helped me escape my abusive ex and feeling content but angry at what my ex put me through I decided to turn a visit alone to see my family into a confrontation with my ex husband, idk what I was thinking but he ended up assaulting me, it was the first time I was with someone other than my husband since getting married and though it was scary and very non consensual at the start, we fucked some more before I went back home. I don’t miss the toxic man I left or his abuse, but I do sometimes miss how it felt when he assaulted me and think about going back so he can do it again.

Terrible, I know.