Trying to stay away but straight sex is just so boring
As a DL married bi guy (52m), it’s just so hard to resist the urge to cheat. Before I got married, I was a total bottom slut, and I couldn’t stop just because I had a ring on my finger. But then we had kids and the pandemic happened, so I stepped back and focused on being a dad. I’ve been a good boy the past few years — chatted with some guys and even made out with one, but managed to keep away from cock.
But I don’t know how much longer I can hold out. My wife rarely refuses when I ask for sex but it’s just so boring. It’s so predictable and passionless. Sometimes I think I cum harder thinking about cock as I jerk off.
So I need some encouragement. Remind me of what I’m missing. Or tell me why I should stay strong and keep resisting these desires.
Also, one thing I’ve noticed is that bare is much more common than it was even a few years ago. Should I go on PrEP? How hard is it to keep it secret?