Ruined Orgasm
51 - Bi/married/discreet - All day Friday I was writing gay/bisexual fiction. Fun stories. Putting some of my Grindr buds into different scenarios. One got me really hot.
Gravel truck driver. Bi-married. We’ve been chatting and swapping pics. Planning a hook up in a few weeks. Anyway, I made this story about him on his knees holding my ass up and rimming me like a wild beast. A great story. I read it over and over. Told him about it. He sent me a picture of his tongue in another guys ass. I lost it.
Wife downstairs. I pulled my cock out, spit on my fingers and fingered my ass. For the fist time, I pulled it out. Smelled it. Not gross. Musky. Spit on my hand again and went back. Two fingers. Cock pumping. Pulled out again. Same smell. Began flicking my asshole like he was licking me and pulled back out. All wet from my spit now.
I put it in my mouth. As soon as I did, I felt the rush of a nut heading to the tip of my cock. I couldn’t cum. I needed it to fuck my wife later. I stood up. Clamped my cock as hard as I could. Realized it was too late. I pushed my cock back into my pants and the cum trickled out. I just stood there. Shocked, horny, shamed, and disappointed with a confusion in my chest I hadn’t felt before. A small dot of cum on the front of my shorts. Heart racing.
I didn’t clean up because I thought it was a small amount, but apparently I came down my leg and it eventually soaked through my jeans. I didn’t notice. My wife did.
Thank god I was cleaning the bathroom at the time and could blame it on the rouge shower head.
I haven’t told gravel guy yet. Not sure if I will. I kinda like it as my dirty secret. Pretty tame though.
Should I confess how my head was flooded with all kinds of deviant thoughts about my wife and her friend while we were having coffee?
(Wife knows I am bi, hasn’t gone much past conversation and explained fantasies/feelings)