all of my friends dont respond to my messages and I dont know I kinda want to ☠️ myself right now And I dont know if this is fault of the mix or there’s actually nobody left I dont even have a person to talk right now they just dont react to my messeges. What should i do to feel better???
mostly people start drugs because they need to numb the pain or because they friends convinced them. For me it’s actually boredom I knew that im boring teenager and im just wasting my life and the romantized version of addiction in social media showed me that when u start this u get a lot of friends, ur becoming skinnier so more beautiful and that people become really cool and I dreamt of life like this so yeah I started from boredom and then I forgot how it is to live without drugs.
did u actually been happy in life without ur fav substance? could actually say that the life is beautiful without substances? I heard that even when ur recovered u still gonna have moments that u miss it, is it true? if yes then what u feel exactly