u/zyminari

This is a true story, i just got home about an hour ago from this and wanted to write this to get it off my chest lol.

I (20m) have been getting more experimental with the porn i watch and exploring new kinks. I kind of developed an attraction to cock, not men but just hung cocks. Ive downloaded grindr before to seek out this fantasy but always chickened out before it got physical. But tonight this guy that messaged me had a very nice cock, and even though I wasn’t physically attracted to him, I was attracted to his cock. We agreed to meetup outside of a gym in the parking lot, I didnt chicken out and drove straight there. When i got there i got straight into the back of his car and sat down.

We didnt rly talk at all, I just sort of reached for his bulge immediately (which we agreed was okay beforehand) because I didnt want to do small talk. He got hard almost instantly and pulled out his cock. I took off my pants too and we stroked each other for a little before i finally put it in my mouth. I didnt really know what i was doing so i just did what feels good when girls do it to me. I slapped it on my tongue before i sucked the tip and slowly worked my way down his shaft. I could go pretty deep but not all the way, he was sort of bobbing my head but not aggressively to where I cared. He was stroking me while i was sucking him which felt soo good but i didnt want to cum (so i wouldnt get clarity). It went for a little before he grabbed my head to try to make me deepthroat and i gagged rly hard which i didnt like. He apologized and asked me if im okay so i got right back to work lol. He eventually came in my mouth (i didnt swallow lol) I kept sucking him to keep him hard and got sideways to him with my knees on the seat. I wanted him to play with my ass a little bit lol but i didnt wanna verbalize it (it didnt happen :( i shouldve told him to). A little time went by before he told me he wasnt gonna cum again and i was already kinda tired so it was okay. We exhanged a few words before i put my pants back on and just kinda left.

I thought i would be more ashamed, which might be because i still havent cum yet. I sort of wish that i would have let myself cum, maybe I would have enjoyed the experience more. I didnt hate it, but it wasnt as good as I was expecting.

Also apparently i did a great job, he didnt rly believe that i was straight and had never done it before lol.