I'd gone to the urologist today to get it checked. No plaque, but he said the curve was around 50 degrees. When I measured it myself, it didn't look 50, more like 30. Am I measuring incorrectly?
Everyone says it’s absolutely impossible to do anything about it non-invasively. But you know what? I see a whole bunch of doctors and patients suffering from congenital curvature who claim that surgery is the only answer. I don’t see people online trying new methods, nor scientists conducting research on this topic. Fuck it, I’ll try everything before I decide on surgery. There are many methods and approaches that I haven’t seen anyone test yet. It’s no riskier than surgery, which might fail, you could lose sensation in your penis and you’ll almost certainly lose your foreskin (if you have one).
Maybe there’s hope for those struggling with this damn condition. I’ll keep you posted on the results. Stay tuned.
Honestly, I'm mentally exhausted. So much daily effort and stress because of this. There was a time when I didn't care, I just had sex and that was it... but I'm mentally very affected. My life is a living hell. I don't want to be pitied, but I need to talk to people with very pronounced curves, maybe over 30, who can have sex, because I have a lot of negative thoughts about how it's wrong to accept myself with this. And even though I go to therapy, it doesn't help. I even read a story that really affected me so much that I feel like if I am or experience this differently than him, it's wrong. I know that deep down everyone has their own story, I can understand that, but then my mind fills with negative thoughts. I haven't had sex in three years. I'm seriously considering surgery. I have to tell my urologist what I'm going to do on the 29th, but this is so exhausting that these days there's a better chance I'll do it than not. I need to talk to someone who's going through this. My DMs are open.