r/CreampieCleanUp

A few months ago, I was finally able to get over my PNC and go down on my wife after cumming inside. She loved it. I thought it was fine, no big deal it turns out, but I guess after all the building up of so long not being able to do it, it felt anticlimactic - though still like an achievement unlocked. But then afterwards, it didn't really become part of our repertoire. We had both been drunk and since we didn't talk about it afterwards, I think we both sort of filed it away as something we did while drunk. Last night it happened with us both totally sober. I went down before penetrating her and she came the first time that way, she came again while I was fucking her + clit stimulation and then I came. She went down and cleaned my cock - this point I tried to maneuver her into a 69, but I think she misinterpreted my handsyness and as I was getting hard again thinking about her climbing on my face, instead she climbed back onto my cock, put it inside her and rode me until she came again. I have a hard time cumming in that position so after she came, I got back on top of her and came again and then immediately just went down - we had fucked out probably a good amount of the first load and I imagine the second load was smaller, so maybe just one normal loads worth. Anyway, it felt like an accomplishment, especially since we were both sober this time. She cleans my cock almost every time we have sex, she likes to kiss after I go down on her and it felt so silly to me that I had such a mental block about my own cum especially if it helped extend our sessions. And again, it wasn't a big deal. She really got off on it and was super affectionate the rest of the night and the next day. I generally have a pretty good diet and drink a lot of water. It barely tasted like anything, a little bit of the mild bleach taste, a little bit like brie somehow(?), but mostly like her still, just way, uh, messier. Since we were both sober this time, it feels like more of an accomplishment. Getting over hangups makes for better sex it turns out.