r/DDlgLife

I struggle to feel okay about being a little ? I want to be more positive towards it because its something I think is helping me be more functional and enjoying myself.

I've always had to be self sufficient and pretty independent and then I met my partner and we've been through so much together and we've gradually both got into a cgl dynamic in our day to day. I've always lowkey been a bottom(kind of a switch ) 😶‍🌫️ but I feel like the way being a little feels is a lot different.

I don't think I've ever felt taken care of or small or that I can rely on someone and my partner manages to tick every box and ones i didnt even know i had. I used to feel really weird calling him daddy but now i can't help it 😱

I also have ADHD and recently I found it has been easier to accept help from my partner because of the dynamic whereas up until last year ish I would feel really anxious and guilty and bad for accepting help( I still do sometimes)

I love him so much and I feel so lucky to have a daddy like him , he makes me want to be so much better. He makes me feel safe and comfy and I want to feel more comfortable in myself so it's more fun becayse sometimes I feel like I need to just be my age , or that I'm lazy .

Some things that I enjoy:

Saturdays- my daddy and I wake up and brush teeth and then eat cereal and watch cartoons in the morning -a routine he started because he knew that's what I used to love a lot and just don't do it anymore (we're watching Panty and Stocking )

Watching cartoons- I love them! I've watched so much and also anime!( x men , bee and puppy cat, the midnight gospel)

Drawing/doodling- I find it difficult to make time to do proper art so doodling makes me happy and gets out any ideas I have

Plushies- what can I say?!

Sweet treats

Hugs-