r/FemaleFeedees

So I’m going to try and make this quick, I want to preface by saying this is a throwaway account. Please comment on this post, I am searching for advice.

Basically I have had this fetish for a longgg time, and I have never told a soul. I always have been more into people stuffing themselves, and women in particular gaining weight. However, recently I have had interest in being the feedee, I have always been chubby, but I also have worked out and lost weight, and been skinny. I have had a complicated relationship with my body, and even while thinner I am unhappy with who I am. My boyfriend has told me many times he loves that I’m curvy, and he loves my belly. I had a dream the other night he asked me to gain weight, in a sexual way, and it was very arousing to me. After that dream I just could not get this idea out of my head. I told him I’m comfortable with him touching my belly more, which turns out he loves, especially during sex. He mentioned today while we were intimate that he PREFERS when I am bloated, and he wants me to gain a little more weight because there is “more to love”. I asked him if he was serious and when he said yes I explained that this is a fetish I have had for a while. I have always felt so ashamed of this, it felt so relieving to tell my partner, and for him to feel the same. He mentioned how he would be interested in picking my portion sizes for me, and just really making sure I’m missing no meals. Nothing either of us are into is really all that intense, but I’m feeling nervous to try this new thing. Does anyone have any tips for integrating this into our lives?

TLDR: boyfriend told me he would like me to gain weight/likes when I’m bloated. I have always been into feederism but never tried it before. I’m looking for tips on how to bloat better without eating a ton, or just any tips on how to make this more enjoyable for us both would be appreciated.