The Girl Who Ruined Me: Part One [chastity] [first time] [dating]
This is the introduction to the true story of the girl who introduced me to chastity, taken from my first collection, which is available on Kindle. I will post the next part very soon.
I made a lot of friends during my first term at university, mostly in the local heavy-metal scene, which meant my friendship group was a healthy mix of fellow students and ‘civilians’. I hadn’t much been on the lookout for girls (or guys) and was mostly just focussing on settling in, making friends and getting on with my studies. I was, however, open to the possibility.
I met Hannah at a house party thrown by my friend Tom. All of the regular crowd was there when I arrived, as well as plenty of people I didn’t know. I had been working so was playing catch up on the drinking front in the kitchen, chewing the fat with some friends. I was feeling a little tipsy when I moved into the living room with the rest of the party and plonked myself down in an empty armchair.
Hannah was stood in the corner talking to some other girls and instantly caught my eye, even in a room full of attractive women she was an absolute bombshell. Her long legs were clad in fishnet stockings and a short skirt, she wore a red and black and red corset that extenuated her already knockout body. Her long black hair had a red streak in it and her eyes were piercing highlights to a very pretty face. I had a major thing for rock chicks and she was an absolute ten even for guys who weren’t into that. In a word: beautiful.
I must have caught her eye too because she was looking my way and pretty soon she was crossing the room towards me carrying some jelly shots.
‘I’m Hannah,’ she told me, handing me a shot glass, ‘Who are you?’
I told her my name and drank the jelly shot. She drank one too, smiled and sat herself on my lap.
‘Why haven’t I met you before?’ she asked, a sly grin on her face.
‘I’m new here,’ I told her, feeling a little intimidated by her forward nature, ‘I’m a uni student.’
‘Oh yeah?’ she responded, giving me another jelly shot that had come from somewhere. I was already a little tipsy and also aware that vodka always goes to my head.
‘I think you are cute,’ she told me.
I blushed and replied, ‘I think you are beautiful.’
She smiled, leaned back on my lap and tipped a jelly shot onto her exposed midriff. I eagerly sucked it up off of her perfectly flat, flawless stomach, flicking the last of it out of her bellybutton with my tongue. I caught one of my friends watching out of the corner of my eye, a grin on his face as he nudged another friend so he could see too.
I ate the next shot out of her cleavage and felt like the luckiest guy in the room lingering between them sucking and licking up the jelly. She was knocking back the shots too and we were giggling away together, when she told me she lived nearby and asked me to walk her home. I happily agreed.
It was only a five-minute walk, down the road and through a park, but it took us nearly twenty because we stopped to make out under a tree on the way. When we arrived at hers, we stumbled through her small basement flat into the bedroom. As she collapsed onto her bed, it was clear to me that she was more drunk than I first realised. I decided that I didn’t want to take advantage of her, so I helped her take her shoes off, put a glass of water on the bedside table and left a note with my number, asking her to text me.
None of my friends would believe that we didn’t have sex that night and couldn’t understand my modesty, even though I was never one to kiss and tell. Hannah and I fell into a pattern over the next few weeks, seeing each other on nights out and parties, flirting, dancing and making out furiously but never actually sleeping together. She told me that she was working in a strip club whilst studying and asked if it bothered me – I told her it didn’t and we agreed to a ‘proper date’ one Saturday afternoon.
We started seeing each other and really seemed to enjoy each other’s company. I was absolutely delighted the first time she introduced me to someone as her boyfriend. I had never been with a girl this good looking before and was desperate to please her and make her happy. We watched movies together, made food, went to bars and played games and we had long make-out sessions but after about two months still had not slept together, nor had I seen her naked. It was clear she wasn’t prudish or shy about her body because of her job and I started to wonder if there was an issue she wasn’t telling me about. We had conversations about sex, kinks we enjoyed and plenty of dirty talk so I decided to simply ask her if there was a reason we’d not actually done it yet.
One evening, whilst watching a movie at her flat, she climbed on top of me and kissed me with incredible passion. I ran my hands up her back, under her t-shirt and caressed her ribs – knowing that if my hands got any higher, she would likely push them down. I pulled away from the kiss and whispered in her ear ‘I really want to fuck you’.
‘Good,’ she whispered, ‘I want you desperate.’
I pulled her top off of her, revealing a black and green lacy bra. She pulled my top off too and ran her hands down my chest. I lifted her gently and lay her down on the sofa, kissed her neck and started working my way down her body, between her covered breasts and kissing the soft skin of her stomach as I started to unbuckle her jeans. I pulled her out of her tight jeans with a little difficulty, but she offered no resistance and I smiled at her sexy lace thong, a particular weakness of mine.
My jeans came off next and we continued to make out passionately in our underwear for several long minutes. I could feel the wet between her legs and I was sure she could feel my raging hard-on, I genuinely believed that within a few minutes I would be furiously fucking the girl I’d been obsessed with since the moment I saw her at that party.
Soon she was on top of me, grinding against me and moaning softly. I was just about to make a move on the clasp of her bra, when she pushed me down, climbed off of me and declared, ‘Let’s go out somewhere’.
I hesitated and stammered, ‘But… but…’.
She responded my throwing my jeans at me, ‘Come on, get dressed.’
I watched her put her clothes on, completely confused by what was happening but willing to go along with anything she wanted. After we dressed, we headed out for a walk along the seafront and I barely said a word as she chatted about uni friends, her course and her favourite TV show.
After a while I decided to bring up the subject that was most on my mind, as tactfully as I could. ‘Is everything okay?’ I asked.
‘Yeah, of course it is,’ she smiled, ‘why?’.
‘Well, we’ve been seeing each other for over two months, we keep having these intense make out sessions but not going any further. We’ve both had sexual relationships before, we’ve talked about it, so I was just wondering if something was wrong.’
‘Oh,’ she replied, ‘I see.’ She was still smiling, which I took to be a sign I’d not overstepped.
‘I’ve not even seen you naked,’ I told her, ‘Which is a little odd considering guys can see you naked at the bar – which I don’t have a problem with. It’s just odd.’
I was convinced I’d gone too far with my last comment but she remained calm and hadn’t let go of my hand or anything. We sat down on a nearby bench, looking out at the sea and she gave me a warm smile and told me she would explain everything.
‘I’m going to be honest,’ she began, ‘I really get off on teasing guys, on making them as frustrated as I can. That’s why I strip, they want me but can’t have me. But in a relationship, it has to be different, I know that.’
I nodded my understanding.
‘You’ve told me about your past relationships, the kinky things you have done. I like that you are a bit kinky, I’m into those things too. I’ve told you that before. The problem is that you are fifty-fifty, you switch between dominant and submissive and that’s not what I want. I want a guy who is one hundred percent submissive, that’s what really gets me off, so I need to ruin you. I need you to be so frustrated that you would do anything for me and you just aren’t ready.’
The conversation had me aroused again and I wondered if she was turned on too.
‘I am ready,’ I told her, ‘I can be as submissive as you want.’
She smiled doubtfully.
‘I can,’ I insisted, ‘I would literally do anything for you. Anything just to see you naked. Let me prove it.’
‘Okay,’ she told me, ‘I have something in mind, let’s go back to mine.’
A short while later, we sat on her bed and she explained what she had in mind.
‘A little test, well a big test actually, that you can be a properly submissive boyfriend. It’s to prove that you are one hundred percent submissive.’
I nodded my understanding.
‘Close your eyes and hold out your hands.’
I obeyed and felt a cold, light object placed in them.
‘Open them.’
I looked down at the steel chastity cage she had placed in my hand. I knew what it was because of videos I’d watched but it was my first real life encounter with one.
‘Wear this for one week and I will let you see me naked,’ she told me.
I nodded my agreement and she smiled a big smile. Little did I know that this was just the beginning.The Girl Who Ruined Me: Part One