well, I am a mature male who has been straight all my life except for a brief encounter with the same gender very early in my teenage. however, diabetes took away significant stiffness in my tool and that was a trigger for me to reassess my sexual choices because my strong libido does not let me live a listless loveless life. I seperated from my wife and we are leading our lives seperately now.

I have a dream to completely accessorize myself with everything that's there and transform into a woman for a man with whom I can be associated for life. I want a secret husband for me. I don't mind whether he has average sexual prowess as long as he is emotionally romantically involved with me for a perpetual secret romantic relationship.

I want us to be tested together and I want him to be bareback with me, always breed me. I want him to deflower my anal virginity which I have preserved for him on our secret suhaag raat ( but he would need to train me with fingers and toys before flexing myself for him in my tiny tight hole).

I want someone who can host myself at our den where we can build memories together and live a blessed happy life whenever its possible for us.

I am 44 a bit chubby (173/90) from Thane & would need someone who is near my age and is ready to look forward to a stable secret strong relationship.

can you please be my secret husband for life ?