r/GayHouseboys

A little about me. Early to mid 30s and I’ve been married over 10 years to a woman and with an active sex life. However, I’ve always also been drawn to cocks and anonymous sex with men. More so recently, the idea of servicing men more than being serviced. But don’t get me wrong, being sucked off by another man can be amazing. I’ve had my fair share of hookups over the years but have been ‘out of the game’ for a while now. It’s always been oral, jerking, or watching porn, never penetration so I’ve never topped or bottomed. But again l, recently I have began to fantasize about what it would be like to take that next step. I catch myself at work thinking about how and what I would want if I were to finally take that step. I’d explore what’s left to be explored. I want to service, but also be an open book. 

My fantasy is to find 2 older men in their 40s or 50s, preferably a couple, but would be okay with very close friends. Both with nice girth and length, the kind of cocks that makes you drool thinking about sucking it slow and passionately. These 2 men would know what they want. They would be eager, but like to take their time, enjoy me and ensure to tell me how to please them. They’re suggestive, verbal, and somewhat a dom, but also be gentle and patient. We would meet, knowing we have hours of free time to play together and explore. 

I would pro a my have a drink to calm the nerves and break the ice. Once the nerves start to disappear, they would tell me to slowly start to undress. I would see they’re still soft, but definitely ready. They would direct me to take their cocks out, start playing with them, feeling the grow as they get fully hard. They ask if I’m okay. They ask if I like to suck their nice cocks. They ask if I want to make them cum. My cock gets hard as I respond to them with yes sir, or looking at them and shaking my head (I am now hard as I am writing this). They tell me it’s okay, to not be shy, to enjoy everything happening. 

They also want to service me, edge me, and push me to the edge. One wants to be in my mouth while one is between my legs. Slowly sliding his mouth up and down my hard cock. Playing with my balls that are loose and excited. Teasing his face lower than may sack towards my ass. Feeling his breath and making me tingle. Asking me if I want him to play with my ass (new for me). I mumble, hard to hear, but clearly a yes. He spreads my legs wider and lifts my hips up off wherever I’m laying. His tongue slowly starts to swirl around my right hole. My cock torches and I gasp. The thought of this feeling is intoxicating. 

**There’s still a lot to explore, but I’m getting writers block. Happy to chat and explore these ideas more. Hope to update this more in the future. In the meantime, I leave it open for you to dm or send pics! I’d be happy to role play this with you (or you guys).