r/Gonewild_LGBTQ

This wasn't planned. At all.

I'm potentially having a fuck buddy appointment, and it won't be until the 11th at the earliest... But it's not a guarantee. The guy and I were obviously talking about what we like and dislike, kink wise, and edging and orgasm denial came up. Usually, it wasn't something he thought about...

But the more we spoke about it, the more obvious it was that it really got me riled up. So.

Until we meet... I'm not allowed to cum. And, well... He's teased that he might not even let me cum at all. 😵‍💫

As I said, the soonest will be the 11th... all the way up until the 19th. I could be looking 23 days, here.

A-Anyway. Uhm. My libido is high already, but throw denial into the mix... All I wanna do is touch myself! And that's exactly what I've done... I've been using the Jrk-It website mostly, and letting people control the pace of my edging. I haven't even ruined, I've just... Edge, after edge, after edge...

Over 11 days, I've done 522 edges.

I'm crying. My cunt is crying. My dick is aching and... Today...

My boyfriend said I wasn't even allowed to touch myself at all, so into chastity I went. 😭

Edging makes things worse, it makes it harder, but- fuck, it's the only outlet I have! I've fucked my ass four days in a row and I swear I almost came from thrusting a vibrating plug up there- not that I'm allowed, but. But. Oooh, I just couldn't keep up the pace on my own... Haaah...

Yesterday, I had my Lovense Gravity fuck my ass for maybe 2 hours, while somebody controlled my edging... Mnnghh... It's gotten to the point where I squirt at every edge. The towel I put down didn't save my sheets.

I want to touch. I want to get fucked. I wanna edge, I wanna cum- I need to cum... This is maddening. I can't... I can't do this, but I have to...

I've gotta be a good boy...