55 [M4M] Orange and surrounding
Hello all, hope you are well. So like the title states I am a 55 year old married white male who up to now considered myself to be straight. The problem is that every time I watch porn I'm finding myself incredibly aroused by the guys cock and cum, almost as much as I am to a woman's body. It's gotten to the point where I'm thinking of what a cock and cum both feel and taste like almost non stop. It's becoming an obsession. I fantasize about being "forced" to pleasure a guy to completion multiple times until he can't cum anymore. This is something I'd want to do multiple times a week or month. Can anyone help me with this? Is it best just kept as a fantasy? Just wish I could stop thinking about it ALL the time..... Anyways I'm in Orange County but have no problem driving to you. Please help.