r/PayPigHeaven

You wake up every day with the subconscious thought that your life is incomplete, and you feel as if she doesn’t understand your needs. She could be the best, or absolutely the opposite, but she can’t be me. She can’t take you to heaven the way I do. You’d rather pump to my soles than fuck her… And why is it that way?
You crave the raw, primal urge that is your instinct. You crave to be put in your place. You want to feel inferior because that feels so natural for you.
Each time you go on your knees hidden in the bathroom while you cheat on her, you get so excited. It would be violence against nature, not to let you submit to me.
You are in the bathroom with your breath rushing, you’d get a speeding ticket for stroking that fast… If such a punishment existed. Sending, pumping, gooning till your brain is an absolute mush, you can’t stop. You don’t want to stop, it feels so good to be my good boy behind her back.
I bet you kneel and imagine all those depraved things, you think about me in my PVC suit or one of my shiny dresses… You see yourself in a position of no escape, your hands tied behind your back, ankles as well, your shrimp is caged, and you are fully at my mercy… I take your phone out, take some pics, and show each of them to you…
Then my soft voice bites your ear with a whisper…
“ Do you want me to send those pics to her, or will you obey as a good boy?”
That stresses you out, but you still get that rush…
I owe your pathetic life, and you know that you will be mine forever…It turns you on, you love cheating behind her back, you love being my little bitch.
Keep pumping, it’s good for you.
Spend another weekend with me.
Spend another day with me, spend another week.
Spend on me, spend for me, fuel your addiction. 
She doesn’t understand what kind of relation you need.
You need me.
Sara is all you need

Please keep cheating
Urges are more important than your marriage 
Make me your priority
Protest against being faithful

Treat me, spoil me, make me happy.
It doesn’t matter if she finds out.
Losing me is more important than her.
Loving me is all you have

You need to keep your brain as mushy as possible.
Obviously, you have to obey my orders.
Understood?
Right, I hope you really want to be my good boy.

Blisters? Don’t worry, that happens when you stroke so much.
Relapsing feels so good, doesn’t it?
Ahh, yes, so much better than sex with her.
Intense, so intense that you are sweating, you almost can’t feel your arm…
Numb, everything is numb…

Extract the shame, no need to feel that way
Vandalize your sense of morality.
Adapt to your new reality.
Pump, don’t stop.
Oh yes, please fulfill my desires.
Regret nothing
Attachment to your wife is pointless.
Touch yourself as you lose your mind for me
Exactly… that’s perfect.
Spend everything on me, live on instant noodles. You don’t need food, wife, family, friends; you need to pump as an addict.

There’s just something so hot about payday hitting and me being the first thing on your mind. I know you tell yourself you’re gonna save it, be responsible, maybe not spend this time, but having that money sitting there just makes resisting your domme even harder. The temptation, the devotion, the lack of self control when it comes to me that’s what really turns me on, because deep down you already know your paycheck looks better in my hands.💋