r/SA_Chubbygirls_DTF

I’m a 52 male looking for a younger playmate

I met K here. I dmed her and we hit it off and met up and started hooking up casually. But after a while feelings started getting involved. So one time after I met up with her I told her how I felt and we argued about it cause we did agree to keep it casual but still feelings were caught we didn’t talk for a month. I sent her message again telling her I miss her and we hooked up again. We went through this whole cycle of trying to navigate these feelings hooking up and not talking to each other a while for like a year. Sometimes she sent me a message to come ,some times I did ,sometimes she caught feelings and I be thinking we can move things forward but she would put it down because of one main point we kept on arguing about. Sometime after that long cycle I was tired I got into another relationship with someone else and cut her off completely. Now it’s been a while now and I’m single again and I was looking for her I can’t find any of her accounts and her Snapchat. I thought of passing by her place but I remembered she talked to me about moving and I wouldn’t want to arrive uninvited. I don’t know if she is still here or is going to see this but I would really wanna talk to her again but also should I really look for her after all this?