r/The_Diaper_Cult

My previous record was 19 hours. Now it's 33.

The thought of taking this diaper off makes me anxious. I want to be in it forever. I'm addicted lol

Most people wouldn't be able to do something so utterly gross and humiliating, but I'm in too deep. I just want to pack my pamps and sit in my stink all day.

Please bully me in the comments hehe.

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Warning: Gross musings ahead

This may be surprising to hear, but I have a deep, irrational fear of being 'contaminated'. I excessively clean myself, sometimes to the point of injury, I use insane amounts of toilet paper and I've had a phobia of going number 2 for the longest time.

However, as soon as I put a diaper on, I have only one goal: To unload my bladder and bowels, to stew in my yucky mess, and to feel my brain melt away in the comfy bliss of being inside a warm, heavy, poopy diaper for days on end.

Perhaps the omnipotent diaper gods decided to try and "cure" my phobia by forcing me to face it...

The overwhelming humiliation of peeing and pooping in my diapers behind capacity, staying in them for absurd amounts of time, becoming used to always smelling bad and having soiled nappies taped around my waist 24/7...

In my daily life, that would be my worst nightmare. For as long as I can remember, I've been terrified of the idea of people around me thinking I stink, thinking I'm gross, avoiding me, pinching their nose and saying "ewww" as they walk past... And now, that irrational intrusive phobia has turned into a craving, a craving to sink as deep as possible. I want to feel and live that humiliation.

More recently, my diaper content reached the wrong audience on another app. People telling me I'm gross and disgusting for being 23 and pooping in diapers, and guess what? None of the rudeness offended me, it just excited me even more ^_^ unffhgghf

I could pretend to be normal. I could date someone and have "sex" if I wanted. But no. I want to be in fat, soggy, heavy, swaying, overflowing pampers as much as possible.

I want to forget what it feels like to not be in a full diaper.

I want to be locked in my messy diapers 24/7.

I need to be permanently trapped in my poopy padded prison, with no way of escape.

I don't care who has the key, or if there even is one. I need to spend eternity with a big soggy, smelly, droopy bulk stuffed under my shorts, poking out of my skirts, hiding under my tights...

Maybe one of those infinitely accommodating, unremovable, permanently locked diapers that I've seen in furry art. The ones with a padlock symbol on the front, but there's an infinity symbol instead of a keyhole. Iykyk.

I'm imagining some kind of trickster god stepping in and "fixing me". Just snapping his fingers and the pamp appears on me, and then he gives me this monologue:

"You've been deathly afraid of getting dirty for too long. That ends now. You will be trapped in this infinitely expanding diaper for all of eternity. All of your bodily waste will be safely held inside, and you will carry its heaviness between your legs 24/7, a constant reminder of your fate. All memories of bathrooms and toilets will fade from your mind.

Your forever-pants feature an impenetrable watertight seal, preventing any leakage or attempts at removal. Although your messes are secure and inaccessible, I have ensured that the smell your diaper produces will not be contained, and shall freely emanate.You will henceforth perpetually smell like pee and poop, whether you like it or not, and everyone will notice. You will not be able to hide this from anyone, and no amount of covering will mask the smell.

All of your clothes are now automatically tailored to fit around your massive diaper. Your friends and acquaintances will have to get used to the smell if they still want you in their life. They will all treat you how you deserve to be treated: They will make fun of you, they will whisper and giggle about how your diaper is too big to fit under your clothes properly, and they will complain about how much you stink. You will become so used to this reality that your diaper may as well be part of your body. It will become normal for you to squat and push when you're in public, on campus, at the gym, or hanging out with friends.

You will, from now on until the end of time, be known as nothing more than that weird purple-haired girl who's always in a big, full, smelly nappy. You will have to adjust to regularly being mocked, laughed at, and teased.

You no longer have a name. People refer to you with any variation of the following: stinky, stinker, stinky pants, potty pants, poopy pants, poopy girl, diaper-dumper, and pamper packer."

ANYWAY uhhh 😵‍💫 That could've stayed in my notes app but I just had to share it. You guys need to know how badly I need this uughfhgjg

I'm still wearing the leggings and huge pamp from the video, and I'm about to have another little nap in it. <3 If you've made it this far, thank you for reading!

Also I have a JFF now lol https://justfor.fans/princesspamperpacker

Here is something to look at

Definitely going to fill this one before tonight in all ways 😉

I’m definitely loving these diapers. Oh my goodness. Now for the fun what shall I do with them?

Diapers locked on by the diaper cult

Preferably 25 and under!

My diaper is a little wet but I don’t want to change yet. I still want to play like a big boy.