r/dontcuminsideme

I'm a lesbian.

A gold star lesbian actually. I'm 18, I graduated high school last June. Most l've done with a boy is hold hands.

The thought of kissing them makes me want to gag, especially if they have facial hair.
The thought of sucking them makes me sick. (Again especially if they have hair down there).

Men are gross. And women are goddesses.
The feeling of a girls body against mine makes my heart flutter no matter how many layers of fabric are between us. The softness of their skin, the curve of their hips, the feel of her breast cupped gently in my hand. I hold my own sometimes and imagine it's another girls, just to see if I think they would love mine as much as I love touching there's. If a girl ran her fingers through my hair my head would be between her legs faster than she reached the ends. I love the feel of pussy on my tongue and the taste of mine on hers.

I've known I was a lesbian since I was basically a tween. And I've been out since I was 15. I've been to pride events. My family knows. My friends know. Everyone at school knows.

But..

Few things get my pussy wetter than the idea of a big burly man catching me alone.
(Especially a black misogynistic trad man, which is the exact opposite of my usual type)

Maybe he waited till a night I was home alone and sneaks in. He pins me down to my bed, or up against the wall with ease. I don't want to be hurt by him, but the thought of him being so naturally bigger and stronger than me that he can manhandle me with no issues even if I fight back 😵‍💫

He treats me like a doll. Ripping my clothes off. Groping me. Rubbing my pussy and then shoving his fingers in my mouth so I can taste myself on him. So there's no denying my wetness despite my orientation. Maybe he even broke in hours ago and slipped some Molly into the drink Ive been sipping on all night, so there's even less chance my dignity stays intact.

He fingers me, getting me ready for him. He doesn't hurt me but the threats there. He makes sure I know he could if I fight back toooo hard. But even the attempts I do make do nothing to him due to the size difference. Eventually he picks me up. Either picking my ass off the bed into a mating press, or picking me up off the ground against the wall, and he makes me watch as he spears my beautiful little pussy with his thick throbbing veiny cock.

From here my fantasy isn't as specific. But it always involves him forcing me to cum through my tears and disgust. And him finishing inside me despite my pleas. I'm barely legal, a lesbian, and not on birth control. If he gets me pregnant it would ruin my life.

He doesn't care because I'm not a person, I'm a doll. A hole. A fleshlight. One filled with his cum, and grappling with the emotions that a man made me cum while I was being raped.

Before I can catch my breath, either he's already gone, or he's hard again and starting over..