r/gaygainer

I had a friend and he was pretty big. He probably weighed like 210lbs at least, when I started being friends with him. When I hung out with him, he'd eat a lot and he'd always wanna hang out at fast food restaurants. I was around 180lbs when I became friends with him. Eventually all the hanging out at fast food restaurants started to make me enjoy junk food more and I started having it more regularly, until basically every meal was unhealthy. Then I reached a point where I was almost as fat as my friend and that's when I knew it was getting pretty serious. Now I actually weigh 236lbs and I'm quite a bit fatter than he is. He's also decided to start a weight loss journey, which doesn't look good for me 😬

Someone feed me 😏

I gave myself over to my penis about a year or a little over a year ago at this point.

It has changed my life.

My penis is in charge of me and I am enslaved to him. I remember the night I gave myself over, it was a sacred, extremely personal and special night for me.

In order to give myself over to my penis and let go and devote myself to being at the mercy of my sexual urges and I had to exercise the deepest and uncomfortable types of self love and self shame push back. Societal norms. And so on

My penises needs come first, always, there is legit never a situation where he doesn’t take over as soon as he needs. Today for example, I had an Agenda for today. I am off work today and have things I want to do.

BUT I woke up In my sleep to my penis buldgimg in my briefs and startinf to leak a little bit of precum. I was dry humoing my bed when I woke ul from my sleep. I am feral.

so this day is not devoted to my penis indefinitely. I will be masturbating and edging and stroking and probing my prostate. Rubbing my body with oil. Admiring myself, and ejaculating my sperm on my belly and bush all day today. Masturbating snd edging myself for hours and hours and days and days endlessly. The amount of times I have had to call out of work because I can not stop masturbating is beautiful to me.

These are the before pics btw 🐷 and this is my order tonight 2 large cokes, 2 Quarter Pounders with Cheese, 2 Small French Fries, 4 Fried Apple Pie

M28-30 What a couple of years, I am looking forward tp see what the next 3 years will bring!