r/misgenderingkink

So desperate to cum now. And somehow still tight.

only limits are scat, feederism and vomit ;)

you won't trick me into sex and then feminize me when i'm the most vulnerable

im just now noticing how much this kink sneaked into my real life and im losing control over my life by becoming absolutely addicted and dedicated to feeling girly and sexy. porn and pervs broke my mind and made me become a desperate little slut who needs dick and doesnt think about anything anymore.

the last week or so i couldnt take my t bc i ran out. i actually got it already by now but still havent taken it. its been feeling more odd every day to use it and now that i took a break my depressed ass cant handle getting it back in my routine. my body looks so obscenely feminine. i just gained a lot of weight on vacation too, so my boobs already started feeling so full and perky already... now the testo break makes all the sensitivity from my cunt go into my lipples and tits. i cant stop fondling my funbags every time i get the opportunity, it just feels so fucking good when they have been tingling for some teasing all the time. i feel like my body is getting ready to be used way more and way better by real men. all of that because im a pathetic horny slut and learned and internalized thah truth about myself. i cant seperate the kink from my reality as a trans man anymore because i feel so wrong wearing my little baggy fits in this heat too instead of just walking around in my panties like i do when i goon all day. like its getting hard not being able to dress slutty in public and with people i know.

tbh i havent been fucking irl really for a while now. so its like my addiction to porn made me abstinent but its gone full circle and making me desperately whore myself out. also it made me so stupid and socially incompetent that im so bad at using the apps ive been having trouble even texting. and apparently i was feeling so needy about my craving lf dick that this week i started going scrolling watching begging every free minute i could find. i feel like ive gotten so damn obsessed with getting fucked aga>n thst i keep fumbling everytging. porn addiction made me too dumb to get fucked. wtf is wrong with me.

i shaved my body snd especially my pussy very thoroughly recently and im actually maintaining it for the first time in my life. instead of shaving my cunt once while gooning and leaving it at that for a while, taking my time to make my skin all hairless and neat every few days. and i love it soooo much. my legs and tits and pussy feel smooth and sensitive it drives me crazy. i dont even know why but i got a whole bunch of girly smelling body wash recently and now every time i shave i use it and feel so comforted. sober me doesnt even grasp the shit i feel when i get in the hot shower fully baked and smell like a bouquet while being a good girl and shaving my entire body to be ready to get fucked by a real man. and i feel like thinking about how i can make myself more fuckable and girly while making my clit cum from my wand are all im doing in my life. i just lost my job and have not been tsking care of this, instead i rub my cunt all day and spend just soo much money that i dont hsve on new lingerie. im addicted to feeling sexy and taking pictures and snaps when im all dolled up and ready. and i hope ill actually start getting used to the part of this kink soon. i didnt even notice what was happening but here i am with my tits out in front of my downtown window all ready to fulfill my purpose. i crave serving dick and being owned by a real man. i need to get tf to work and just offer my body to men. please wish me luck that ill finally get dicked and fully able to obsess over real men again. or do it yourself.