20 ftm kinda new to piss..
Hi! I get really curious about pee every once in awhile…I don’t necessarily like pee very much but I’ve liked being forced to hold it or peeing myself in places that don’t make a mess like the bath/shower…since I don’t particularly like watching people pee I don’t really know a lot of things that people do
I don’t like making a mess but I’m open to suggestions on how not to
I get really interested in it when drinking alcohol but I don’t drink very much but I can rn
I don’t want to buy diapers and I don’t live alone
I also am obese and like the idea of doing liquid only fasts or something with someone controlling how much I drink and what I do with the pee…
And I really like being embarrassed and like pet/puppy play stuff but sometimes it actually feels bad and I feel really ashamed and want to completely stop everything..
If you have suggestions or additional questions I’d love to hear