r/ruinedcum

so im trying to have total control of my cock. im trying to be able to cum at will and feel sensation or not. im practicing edging and i naturally have premature ejaculation. recently im trying to ruin my orgasms and maximising my cum/sperm oozing out of my cock while not feeling anything. i edge until im close and i let it go and i repeat the process until im on the brink. i then sit down and let go of my cock when im close and try to push out the cum with my muscles around my cock like when im trying to increase my pee pressure. usually i can pump out a decent amount without orgasming. ironically it feels amazing because it's one step closer to cock mastery!