r/straighttolesbian

I was drinking with 2 friends, I accept that they are beautiful girls but never looked at them in any other way, we were talking about mans and past relationships we had, the point is that when I was talking about my experiences one of them asked me if I ever had any feelings for a girl, I said no, she just said if I wanted to know how does it feel, I just closed my eyes and felt her lips in my mouth, then her tongue and started a passionate kissing.
Now I’m sooo confused, I want to know if someone went through the same thing?🫩🫩

I (33f) am married to a wonderful man (35m). He and I have been together for 12 years, married for 7. I didn’t fully understand or accept my sexuality until last year. I cannot deny my bisexuality anymore. It just is what I am. He should know, right?

I always have wanted to experiment with women and I still want to very much. But I cannot do anything behind his back. The guilt would eat me alive. I cheated on a very unserious boyfriend while drunk when I was 19. It was the worst I’ve eve felt about myself. I know I don’t have it in me to do something extramarital.

I don’t know if he’d ever be open to adding in to our relationship. How that would work. I’d just want to have basically a one night stand with everything above board and possibly him participating. I know I can’t spring this on him with “hey, I’m bisexual. Do you want to go pick up a girl to share?”.

I don’t want him to feel like he isn’t enough or that I lied to him. I don’t want to cheat on him (as made very clear in the above) in any capacity. I also don’t know if even having this conversation is worth it. If he’s not into it or worse, gets really upset, and I don’t have a clear path forward for exploration why would I do this? I do want to tell him. I just don’t know how. Have any of you come out to a spouse? How’d it go?

It's late at night, you have been texting back and forth for hours. You had messaged her after seeing her post, a place where straight confused girls can vent about all their feelings. No strings attached, just another girl behind a screen letting you ramble and talk.

When she asks you to share what you look like, you find you dont really mind, nothing to hide from someone who takes the time to listen to you. She was easy to open up to- funny, patient, never pushy. Shows off her nails and some dresses she's been looking at, you'll never see her but she assures you its better that way. And you with your new best friend, who are you to complain?

She sends you all kinds of links, girls touching themselves and each other, her favorites. "Would love to see you react to them <3" and you decided somewhere between brave and stupid to send her a nude, legs spread and nipples hard. "What a slut! Are you wet? Send another I'll delete it, i promise." And just the horny daze of another girl seeing you like this makes you send more and more.

"What a pretty girl"

"A man doesnt deserve you"

"Rub your clit, make yourself cum"

Encouragement, praise, maybe even the humiliation of being so desperate that brings you to the edge. Fingers soaked, thighs trembling, a picture of the mess you made and her comment "that was so hot, wish I was there to clean you up." A soft guilt that lingers but forgotten when she tells you to go again, treat yourself to another.

That was weeks ago, a slip up meant to be forgotten until she sends you a link, you rush to somewhere private and so excited until your stomach drops. A collage of you, your cunt, your name, so many positions of you bent over and exposed. You thought those were long gone but here it was right in your face, ready to yell or maybe even block her. Her message pops up first.

"i have the whole folder right here. Every single one. The mirror selfies with your tits out. The ones where you’re on your back with your legs open. the video of you fingering yourself while you whispered that you were still straight even though you were soaked for me."

You stop breathing, your heart is racing and you have to clutch your phone tighter not to drop it. Your throat dry and with shakey hands you respond, "what are you doing?" A new image loads and its crystal clear. Your face flushed, mouth open, two fingers knuckle-deep in your pussy while you looked straight into the camera. You feel nauseous, but the torment is only beginning.

"if you stop answering me, these go to the group chat with your friends. The ones who still think you’re the straight girl who just hasn’t found the right man. They’ll see everything. Every picture of your cunt. every message where you begged me to tell you how to touch yourself. every time you said 'i’m not gay but…' and then came all over your fingers for me."

The chat stays open. The threat sits there, quiet and absolute. Your pulse is loud in your ears. You can still feel the heat of every late-night confession you gave her, every picture you sent because it felt safe, every time you came with her name in your mouth.

Now it doesn’t feel safe at all. Your new best friend is a monster...but why can you feel yourself getting wetter?

"You're all mine now, a straight girl toy just for breaking. After all what are friends for? <3"

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And if anyone is really interested in having a best friend hehe, my dms are open <3

It was amazing! It was everything I imagined and more🥵I have NEVER orgasmed like I did with her. The addiction is real, I don’t think I’ll ever go back🫠

Last month I (28f) put on my brave face and went for brazzilian wax and booked and appointment on yesmadam(app provides home services). I was flustered and scared for obvious reasons. First the fact that it will hurt like hell and second the embrassament of being exposed to a stranger( wont lie a part of me was excited at this idea). So it was 4 p.m and the door bell rang I opened and I was a taken aback a little. The lady looked very young and was short 4’ 11 petite carrying her kit. First thing that came to my mind was “ how old are you.” But withheld it. Somehow she sensed it and said dont worry I am 21 been doing this since 3 years.

Then we proceeded to my bedroom , where she unpacked and asked me if it was my first time and she asked me to choose the wax. It was first and i told her .she chose the wax for me. And then told me to remove my pants and panties and lie down. I hesitated a bit and then proceeded. I was on my bed with just my top my legs closed . And then she said “ let go of two things embarassment and hesitation just relax “ . Then she spread my legs and applied talc and the waxing began.

First inner thigh which i handled then came the mound bearable. Then the sides of my pussy while she did that her other hand was rubbing on my vulva and i was a little bit turned on while in agony. Dont know why but i was feeling hot. Then the other side again her other hand was rubbing on my clit and i felt a tingle and i got a liitle wet. Then came the lips and she proceeded to part my lips , applied wax and then as she was stripping it off she couldnt get a grip and i felt her finger enter my pussy , i almost let out a moan and was a little taken aback like does it usually happen , and then a scream followed as she stripped. Then the other lip and again her finger was in and same thing happened again. She showed me her finger which was wet and said “ you are enjoying it a little too much arent you , look what you did to my gloves” with a smile and i was embarrased and blushing while feeling a little shy”.

Then She told me to turn around for the butthole. I asked how and she unapologetically said “ get on all fours “ .I nodded and then was in the position she then proceeded with the waxing it burnt and hurt like hell. Finaaly it was over . I turned back to the position and closed my legs again . She then took some lotion or gel and told me again “ dont close it keep it open it needs air “ and laughed , i laughed too with a drop of tear in my left eye”. She then began rubbing that lotion on my pussy and butt. As she rubbed I couldnt control and let out a moan and she heard . The she played with clit on purpose i think and then her finger was again in my pussy and i twitched a little she immediately blurted its okay its okay “it slipped in , sorry my mistake “ She advised not to have sex for a day.

And It was over and she then then tried to sell me facials ,meni pedi etc. She told she does massages as well if i need to releive some stress i should call her. I jokingly asked do u also give happy endings. She replied only for u anytime just pay me right. She gave me her no. And told me to call her directly for services she will give discount.

It’s become almost the main thing I think about during masturbation or sex. Or really any scenario. It’s so hard for me to meet women but I’m so eager to eat and see what I’ve been missing out on

I’m a great friend. I’m the big sister type- wise, empathic and kind. I’ll listen to your boy troubles and give you advice and a cuddle after we go to the bar. It didn’t put you off that I’m a lesbian. After all, I’m not like those scary dykes you’ve seen. I’m soft, and femme and you don’t think anything of those long, lingering hugs we have before you leave my car to go home. To do what? To think about me in the shower? To try and resist looking up lesbian porn on Reddit? To rub yourself dumb thinking about my mouth on your pussy, and tell yourself in the morning you’d just had too much to drink?

It’s okay. I know you’re scared. You just need some encouragement. My insistent mouth kissing yours. Ignoring your pleas that you don’t like girls, that you’re not into it, that you only like me as a friend. You need my fingers pressing against your panties, feeling how wet they are, how excited you are, how your body needs this even if you try to say no to me. You need my hands caressing your tits while your breath speeds up, not knowing if it’s fear or excitement. You’re just confused, it’s okay. We can stop if you want to, shhh, sh, doesn’t that feel good? My perfectly manicured hand gently rubbing your clit through your soaking panties. I know you want this. I can feel it. You’re making embarrassingly desperate little noises, all ready for my mouth on you. I slide your panties to the side, I don’t need to take them off when you need my mouth on you so desperately.

A man has never fucking licked you like this. My expert tongue sliding all over your soaking little slit, teasing your hard clit. You know you’ve never been this wet before. My tongue teasing you, lapping up your juices, my mouth sucking your sensitive clitoris as you writhe with pleasure. I want to make it last. I want to see you break for me. Will you feel ashamed or proud when I make you squirt all over my face, giving you the strongest orgasm of your life? Will you beg for more or cry?

Either way, I’m not stopping.

Is this the right sub? Can anyone recommend others? I’m straight but feeling a little interested in talking to other girls. Just wondering where to begin, anything helps :)

Had no idea a sub like this existed but I e enjoyed reading it so far. Always thought of myself as straight and would say so if asked. Lately I’ve exploring with talking to girls here and there so far loving, I even had an orgasm last night and it was amazing :)