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My wife and I have been fighting almost daily lately. Honestly, things have gotten really toxic, and she has even been physically abusive. On top of that, our intimacy is completely dead—we haven't had any sexual contact in over two weeks, and the emotional distance is massive.

Yesterday, completely out of nowhere, I had a thought about my wife’s cousin. I’ve always found her attractive, specifically because she’s very well-endowed, and I suddenly had a fantasy about making out with her. It escalated to the point where I remembered I had some photos of her from our wedding. I actually went back, looked at the pictures, and jerked off to them.

I feel incredibly conflicted. Part of me feels guilty because it’s her cousin, but another part of me feels like it’s a direct result of how starved I am for affection, peace, and intimacy in my own marriage right now.

Has anyone else gone through a toxic or abusive marriage and found their mind (and desires) wandering to people close to the family just as an escape? How did you handle the guilt, and what did it mean for the future of your relationship? Looking to connect with people who have had similar experiences or thoughts.

for like 3 months i cant stop jerking off to my maid while she sees me as her son and talks to me without knowing i see her in a bad way. i take videos of her and jerk then when the post nut clarity hit i would delete it. now im getting dreams about her and im starting to imagine scenarios of her at nights in my dreams. im waking up with cum in my pants. if u guys wanna see her dm me

Na ippa clg than padikuran innaku enga class la Truth or dare vilayadanum oru ponnu ku dare vanthu thu apa en pakkathula iruka paiyan kiss sonna atha ponna tappu nu vera oru piyan na kiss panniduchu ennala atha pathu summma iruka mudila literally i got shock & iam a peak introvert guy

Young Cuck couple. Need guys to discuss about my slutty girlfriend.

Note : don't ask for pics

Hi,

idhu nadathu 2 months aachi, na 29M chennai thaniya than iruken rentel home la, i have one frd in redit 6 month munnadi irundhu just casual ah pesipom , nanga meet panna neraiya chance kidaichathu na avoid pannite irundhen bcz neraiya anupava pattuten adhunala than now living alone.

2 months munnadi weekend lite ah drink pannitu movie pathutu irundhen 11 oclok pola motta maadiku poitu redit opn pannen ava enaku morning msg pannirundha replay pannen udane replay vandhuchi, casual ah chat pannitu irundhom she asked me yen drink panniruka nu na sonnen lonely ah iruku adhan nu, ava udane na venaa varava konja neram pesitu irukalam nu ( na iruka place la irundhu avalaku 6km than) , na sari nu solliten, then location share pannitu 12.30 pola veetuku vandha just casul ah pesitu irundhom

after that i touched her feet appadiye pesite ava madila paduthu pesitu irundhen ennala control panna mudila, slow ah ava kannathula kai vachi varudi vitten then i started kiss on her lips 5 mins irukum ava podhum nu sonnna , na ava neck la kiss pannen after that she fully surrender to me.

semmaiya irundhuchi she is submissive na dom, that night 2 round morning elundhu 1 round, apm morning kilambi poita, next week avalave text pannuna ava rombave enjoy pannunana so

idhu varaikum 4 weekend spend pannirukom ellame semma after sexx conversation also, last 3 weeks ah meet pannala bcz nanga rendu perume work la konjam busy agitom.

Im from chennai padi area near anna nagar

En age 22

Last 1 and half years ah enga mom mela oru suspicious feel irundhuchi .every week saturday sundays le sharp 8 ku oru call varum udane phone eduthutu avanga bedroom kulle poyi door lock panniduvaanga . Well en dad TNSTC bus driver and na ipo than college mudichen work kaaga theditu iruken.

Apdi oru naal na interview ku poitu afternoon veetuku vandhen apo complete ah veetukkulle door lock panni irundhuchi . Na door bell click pannapo amma vandhu door open pannaga apo enga ammave paathapo hair wash panni hair ah kondai potu irundhaanga and veetukulle paatha oruthar irundhaaru. Na enga amma kitta ketapo sonnaga avaru namma relative than appave paaka vandhaaru nu. Naanum casual ah vittuten .

Last months en dad ooruku ponaaru varadhukku one week mela aagum nu. Enga relative side le oru death so adhukaanga ponaaru enga appa . Naan friends oda LIK movie night show ponen 7pm show .

Movie mudichitu veetuku vandhen calling bell adicha apo enga amma door open pannanga . paathapo enga amma full sweaty ah irundhaanga . Veetukkulle ponapo 3 peru irundhaanga rombha suspicious ah look vittanga then oru 2 mins le kelambitaanga . Enakku light ah doubt vandhuchi . Seri enakku urine urgent nu bathroom kulle polaamnu pona enga ammaoda bra hangar le kedandhuchi and bathroom dustbin kulle paatha 3 condoms irundhuchi . Apo than na realize panne my mom had sex with them.

This happened a few years ago. I had just been promoted to Audit Manager around the same time I broke up with my girlfriend. We had been together since school. For context, I'm 185 cm tall with a decent build from playing football and cricket for my school and college teams. I 

was assigned to lead an audit of a resort in South India that belongs to a big hotel chain. I had a couple of juniors with me. I had been to this same resort a few years earlier as a junior auditor, so the place wasn't new to me. We went during the colder months. 

One of the perks of being an audit manager is that you get your own room instead of sharing with the team. The resort had beautiful views and the rooms were spread out across the property. My team and I were given adjoining rooms in a quiet corner far from the main area. In these audits, we usually start with operations before moving to the financials. On the second day, we began auditing the front office. That's when I met her. Let's call her Y.

 She was the Assistant Front Office Manager, from Jammu, and in her mid-20s. The moment our eyes met, there was an instant spark. I started discussing the issues we had noticed. We talked for about 20 minutes, but it felt like the longest 20 minutes of my life. She had these big, mesmerizing eyes, and our gazes kept locking. At one point, I checked the time on my phone. She noticed my Modern Warfare wallpaper and immediately asked if I played. She told me she was also an avid gamer and loved FPS titles. She mentioned she was really excited for the newest installment. Luckily, I had already downloaded it on my laptop (I always carry it during audits and have long gaming sessions at night).

 I took a chance and invited her to my room the next evening to check out the game. To my surprise, she agreed right away and said she would come over. It was a Friday, and the next day (Saturday) was a local holiday. Most of the senior managers were planning to head home. My team had also decided not to work that weekend and do some local sightseeing instead. The plan was set. 

The next day and a half passed painfully slow. Whenever we crossed paths around the resort, we would grin at each other but still keep it professional with just a small nod. Friday evening finally arrived. I had butterflies in my stomach. I told my team I was feeling sick because of the weather and asked them to go for dinner without me. I said I would order something in. 

There was a gentle but hurried knock on my door. It was Y. She quickly stepped inside so no one would see her. She was wearing a jacket, jeans, and a cap for disguise. I had already turned on the heater and made the room nice and cozy. It was a really cold night. She took off her cap and jacket. Underneath she had a tight, low-neck t-shirt that hugged her body. I hadn't noticed her figure in detail the day before, but damn, she was hot. She was sweet enough to bring a pack of cigarettes and a few cans of beer. When I told her I wasn't really a beer person, she looked a bit disappointed but then joked and asked if I would mind if she finished all the cans herself. I laughed and said, "Be my guest."

She then asked if I was comfortable having a smoke. I said sure. She grabbed a beer for herself and we headed to the balcony. We sat behind the parapet wall so no one could notice us from outside. We shared the smoke and started talking, getting to know each other better. I found out she was an army brat and had traveled across the country. Even while we were talking, our eyes kept locking onto each other for a little longer each time. There was this quiet pull building up.

After some time, I told her I was hungry and asked if she wanted to eat something. She nodded yes right away. She said she would hide in the bathroom when the food got delivered because she did not want to get caught. We ordered the food and then started playing the game.

I expected her to be a noob, but she was really good. That surprised me and made me more attracted to her. It felt like she was playing hard to impress me. Whenever she had a good kill , we gave high fives, and whenever she died in the game there would be shoulder pats, and pats on the thighs. Those little touches started to feel warmer and lasted a bit longer each time. We kept playing and eating. The room slowly felt more charged.

After a couple of hours, she asked if we could take another smoke break. I was not in the mood to smoke but I told her I would sit with her for company. We went back to the balcony and she lit up. She was being very playful. She kept hitting my thighs lightly and blowing smoke towards my face. Every time our eyes met, the silence between us grew heavier.

Then it happened. Our eyes locked again and this time the pull felt much stronger. We did not look away. Out of nowhere she leaned in slowly and kissed me. I was a bit taken aback at first, but deep down I had been wanting this. I started kissing her back. It was a deep and passionate kiss. I held her cheeks gently the whole time.

After a few minutes we broke the kiss and both of us chuckled softly. I think we both knew something more was going to happen. I asked her if she wanted to take this inside. She said yes right away and told me it was very cold out there.

As soon as we stepped inside, she pushed me onto the bed, jumped on top of me, and started kissing me again. This time the kiss was sloppy and dirty with a lot of tongue sucking. My hands moved to her thick denim covered ass and I started groping it. I sucked on her ear lobes and that turned her on even more. 

Then I asked if I could remove her dress. She leaned in close, whispered in my ear, and said she was all mine. I did not need to ask for permission for anything. Right then I knew I was in for a crazy night.

This is just the start, based on how well this is received I'll probably post the second and third part.

This is my first story here on reddit, so please go easy on me and please give your suggestions. I have used AI to correct the grammatical mistakes and improve the flow. 

Happy to take any questions and suggestions. 

Peace.

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Hey, we’re a couple along with a close male friend, planning a private get-together and looking for 2 Tamil guys to join.

We’re not into anything rushed or awkward — just looking for people who are clean, respectful, and easygoing. Good hygiene and a chill mindset matter a lot to us.

We’re friendly and open-minded, but comfort, consent, and safety come first for everyone involved. No drama, no pressure — just a relaxed vibe and mutual respect.

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I want to share a story from my personal experience — something that happened a few years ago with my neighbor, Ramya aunty.

At that time, I was preparing for my MBA entrance exams and spending most of my days at home studying. Ramya aunty lived next door to us. She was 37 years old but looked much younger. She was beautiful, caring, and always spoke very sweetly. Her husband had been working abroad for several years, so she mostly stayed alone with her children.

Since our families were close, I often helped her with small things around the house whenever she needed it. Slowly, we started talking more and became comfortable with each other.

One evening, my mother asked me to help Ramya aunty with fixing a fan in her bedroom. When I went there, she had just finished bathing and came out with wet hair and a simple nightdress. She looked stunning, and honestly, I couldn’t stop noticing her after that moment.

As days passed, our conversations became more personal. She would ask about my MBA plans, my future, and sometimes share her own feelings about loneliness and stress. Her husband being abroad for years had clearly affected her emotionally.

One afternoon, she came to my house asking me to help send some photos from her phone. While sitting close together on the sofa, there was obvious attraction between us. During our conversation, she suddenly asked me what kind of woman I liked.

I smiled and said, “Someone like you.”

She laughed shyly, but I could tell she liked hearing that.

After that, the chemistry between us only grew stronger. A few days later, she called me to her house again saying she needed help with a kitchen light. Her children had gone to their grandmother’s house, so she was alone. After I finished helping her, we spent time talking in the kitchen, and finally I confessed my feelings openly.

To my surprise, she admitted she liked me too.

At first, she worried about the age gap and what society would think, but eventually emotions took over. That night, she invited me to stay with her because she didn’t want to be alone. We spent hours together talking, hugging, kissing, and expressing feelings we had both been hiding for months.

She told me she had not felt emotionally close to someone in years. During our private moments, she even teased me by comparing me to her husband, joking that my 6-inch size impressed her much more than her husband’s 3.5 inches ever had. Hearing that made me feel confident and desired.

For some time, we secretly continued our relationship. It wasn’t only physical attraction — we genuinely cared for each other and shared a strong emotional connection.

But eventually life moved forward.

Her husband later returned from abroad, and after some time the whole family moved overseas together. Today, she is living happily abroad with her husband and children. We no longer share that relationship, but those memories still remain special to me.

I’m 22 and honestly I’ve spent a long time being confused about my sexuality. I usually used Grindr trying to meet couples, feminine bottoms, sissies, etc. Mostly because I was frustrated, lonely, and just trying to vent things out as a bachelor. Emotionally I’ve never really felt deeply attracted to men the same way I do toward women, but physically I experimented and kept questioning myself.

Yesterday was weird for me mentally. I was trying to find cuckold couples but got nowhere. Then I kept switching around on apps out of frustration. Finally one guy asked me to come over. I didn’t even book a Rapido — I walked around 1.6 km because part of me was still unsure and I thought maybe I’d turn back halfway.

When I reached there, there were already a few people. One guy pulled me aside and gave me oral for a long time. What shocked me wasn’t even the act itself, but how relaxed I felt. Usually when I masturbate, I finish quickly, but this time things kept fluctuating and lasting way longer. It honestly surprised me.

But the bigger realization was this: after everything, I stopped being so scared about my sexuality. I realized sex itself doesn’t define my whole identity. Experimenting, curiosity, attraction, loneliness — all of it can exist without needing to panic or label yourself immediately.

For the first time in a while, I felt less anxious about being with women in the future too. I think I was carrying a lot of fear and overthinking. Now I just feel more accepting of myself. If I genuinely like someone, I like them. That’s it.

I'm looking for Open-Minded People to chat about each other's desires and fantasies, only 18+ and mature enough. Interested people DM me