i want a real man to abuse me until i’m suicidal 😵💫
>!i want a man to kidnap or blackmail me, some kind of situation where i can’t get away from him, and abuse me like the subhuman trash i am. hit and kick me until i’m covered in bruises. use my mouth as a urinal every time he has to piss. rape my ass without lube and punch me when i cry. feed me dog food and make me piss outside on all fours like a dog. constantly mock me, laugh at my pain, and berate me without any sort of ‘aftercare’ because trannies don’t deserve that. pimping me out to his friends and not making them wear condoms so i don’t even know whose babies i’m carrying. surgically alter my body to increase my dysphoria (comically large breast implants, cocksucking lip fillers, bbl, remove my ‘tdick’). take away my psych meds.!<
>!i want to be forced to beg for the right to kill myself. he never leaves out anything i could hurt myself with and when he’s not home, i’m locked in a cage. once i’m broken enough, i’ll sob to him about how if he hates me so much he should just kill me, how the world would be better off if a tranny bitch like me killed herself anyways. i’ll tell him he can do anything he wants to me first and i won’t argue.!<
>!i don’t know which i think is hotter: he gives in and actually kills me or lets me kill myself (while getting off on it, obviously) or he doesn’t and forces me to live the rest of my miserable, worthless life as his nasty fucktoy.!<