r/traumaslutss

this morning my boyfriend asked to fuck me, and I said I wasn't in the mood to do all that. I'm 5 months pregnant with his baby, and so I am sore and moody. So my boyfriend begged and threw a tantrum like a child, and even though I scolded him like one, he started undressing me forcefully while whining and begging until he just raped me flat out. "Please? I just need it." He pouted even as he was already inside and thrusting into me.

I am 5 months pregnant and my boyfriend is becoming more and more abusive. But I keep masturbating about it instead of taking any action to leave him. This future child will definitely have to find her way away from her father, I am just too much of a loser stuck fawning and freezing to help yet.

so I was hanging our with some people that I dident know all that well and I was drunk and high, I could barly think straight plus im autistic so I tend to be naive a man said he worked as a massuse and offered to give me one, he was nice and I dident think much off it and agreed right away when we got to the room he had some sort of oil and asked me to strip saying he wouldent look and that I could place a towel over my butt, I decided to keep my bra and underwear on however he started giving me a massage and it was great, he eventually removed the towel but it was fine as I still had my panties on he sat over me while I was on my stomach and his dick was pressing into me while he was massaging my back he unhooked my bra for better accses to my back, and got increasingly touchy with my butt then pulling down my panties and taking his dick out, rubbing it on me he then moved to the other side and started working on my neck and shoulders, with his dick out and hard infront of my face, as he kept going he eventually started rubbing his dick on my face and getting his balls on me, inserting it into my mouth then pulling out and rubbing on my face more he got on top of me and started pounding me for what felt like forever, eventually he pulled out and flipped me on my back before fucking me more he then sat above my face telling me to lick his balls while he jerked off, after a few minutes he came and covered my face, he took a picture or video on his phone and told me not to tell anyone

I don’t think people understand

When I say I want to submit, I don’t mean just smacked around when you’re horny.

I want to surrender my choices to you. I want to slowly lose the desire to think for myself. I want you to shape me, control me, use me.

Not just in the bedroom. I’m wearing what you pick out, I’m leaving you to decide if I gain or lose weight. My thoughts on pregnancy are no longer mine. I don’t want to use the bathroom without your okay, maybe even be relegated to the lawn or a diaper. It’s all what you want.

My abilities are limited to what you tell me. My needs are yours.

I don’t want to be more than your pet.

I want to know what made you the tramitized slut you are.