r/u_aarxn67

I’ve always had a thing for dads, especially straight ones. Recently realized how much not having a present father, or a having a neglectful step dad made me crave it even more. To the point where I found comfort in the arms of my uncle… I feel disgusted by it at times when I think about it logically, morally or sober. But when I think about it deeply, it was one of the best moments of my life. Would like to hear if anyone else went through something similar whether from a similar perspective as mine or from the end of providing the comfort if you get what I’m saying. I want guidance on how vast this world is and where to look for similar people/vibes/communities. Also always open to just chatting and discovering what else is out there.