Hello!
45(m) here and I have an opportunity to roll this coming Friday. It’s been almost a year since my last as I took time off when my wife got pregnant with our 2nd child. Baby’s here and healthy and life is finally feeling manageable again so I’ve been curious about having another experience soon. How have yall engaged the decision on whether and when to try M again after a period of abstinence and healing?
I went pretty hard in 2024 (rolled maybe 15 times, but not dosing above 150mg and no 2nd dosing) and started spacing things out when I noticed anxiety, depression, and unsatisfying stimmy rolls. I learned more about harm reduction practices and backed off quite a bit, then stopping all together last year. This past year has been quite hard (autoimmune diagnosis, depression, new baby, etc) so I’ve been approaching this decision with caution and a bit of fear. I’ve made a ton of progress on my health, mindset, sleep, being present to fam etc and don’t want to risk a serious setback.