r/MDMA

I did my first mdma dose 3 days ago, crystal MDMA and measured to about 120mg. I can confidently say MDMA is the most profound experience I’ve ever had in my life and has broke down my depression and anxiety. I have genuinely never felt more free in my life.

For background, I’ve been struggling with depression, major anxiety, and suicidal tendencies. Ever since my dose 3 days ago, my anxiety is gone! I am aware this may be a “afterglow” effect but the lessons I learnt from the roll feel like lessons I will carry into the rest of my life.

My praise for this substance goes beyond words. Looking forward to the many breakthroughs the world will see with this drug.

So I take MDMA once every 3 months now and do NAC eat healthy sleep alot don’t do any other drugs that interact with it, measure and test my dose, etc. But still, with each roll, the feeling of the insane euphoria I used to get is not there anymore it’s such a disappointment. But overall my roll just feels like a very good mood lift and insanely more empathy. The first time was so much more different. Filled with pure euphoria, an extraordinary flood with pure magic. The MDMA still hits hard, but the euphoria doesn’t. Usually after every roll, I crave it so strongly for the following days but with each successive roll, the less I crave it.
It’s really hard to accept. I just want advice

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I took 120 mg MDMA for the first time, and I didn't feel anything. It was tested with a home test kit, and a few of my friends took the same dose, and it worked on them. I tried shrooms a few times and they only worked once when I soaked them in lemon for 20 minutes, so I thought the issue might be related, but I tried to do some research, and apparently they work in different ways, and I can't seem to figure out the issue.

I am not on any medication.

I weigh 138 lbs.

Did anyone else have this experience? And is there anything I should try that might help with this?

I appreciate any advice.

So currently Im on Lexapro, I have one of my fav festivals coming up and I really wanna roll. Everything Im reading online says not to and it will barely work. But my question is if I stop taking my Lexapro for a day or 2 will I be able to roll still?

I know it affects dopamine. Last time I rolled I didn’t know and it ruined my roll lol. How long should I stop taking my shot before rolling?

Going to be going on a camping trip with guy I’ve been seeing since March. We are a long distance but super close. We talk on the phone every day. And we have already travelled and stayed at each other’s respective cities for a week.

We were thinking of going to do a camping trip in Yellowstone and grand teton in August. One of the nights we were thinking of doing Molly.

I’ve only ever done it at raves and so not sure what a camping experience would be like. Do you think it would be better if we were actually roughing it out on the campsite, or if we got a hotel one of the nights? Was even thinking of doing a glamping tent, I know they have those.

Would love to hear everyone’s thoughts. Thanks!

What’s yall favourite songs to roll to? Cheerleader by omi and poker face by lady gaga was crazy for me lmao

Hey everyone, can anyone explain the following symptoms of the MDMA i get in australia because there quite random and wouldn’t allocate it with MDMA.

Cannot urinate unless i stand for atleast 5 minutes.

Can’t eat food for the following 2 days due to no appetite

My face turning pale the following day and eyes look almost rotten

Hallucinations towards the end of the night

Planning a solo roll this Friday night. Wife’s outta town and will put the kids down early. Looking for some good home-bound activities. Please don’t spam a six hour goon session. Not that there’s anything wrong with that, but not this weekends vibe. Looking for a more cerebral/introspective roll. Would love any and all ideas and suggestions. Probably drop 150 with a 75 redose at T+90. Thanks in advance. This will be a well needed break and respite from a stressful few months.

I think I've reached the end of my journey with mdma. I love it so much, but this dip is too much for a few hours of fun.

I'm eating tons of cheese, eggs, and taking 5htp to try and shorten this overwhelming depression, but fuck. I hate it.

Help, if you have some.

Edit: I take a 3 to 12 month break. I do a 150/80mg dosing for my 230lbs. Hydrate

Vitamins: 5 days before- NAC, 5HTP 4 days before- NAC, 5HTP 3 days before- NAC, 5HTP 2 days before- EGCG, HYDRATE 1 day before- EGCG, HYDRATE, VitE, magnesium glycanate 6h before- NARALA, Mag 4h before- ginger, some light food 3h before- ALCAR, VitC 2h before- EGCG, COQ10 1h before- ginger, Mag, tums, dick pills DROP TIME BITCHES- MDMA, NARALA, VitC, EGCG 1h after- ALCAR 1.5h after- redose 2h after- NARALA, MAG, EGCG 3h after- VitC, ginger 4h after- NARALA, EGCG, MAG 5h after- ALCAR 6h after- VitC, EGCG 7h after NARALA 8h after- EGCG, 5HTP

Every day after for 3-7 days- EGCG, 5HTP, nac before bed

What are the best ways to recreate the experience and mindset of mdma without mdma? Talking about other substances, or natural ways like meditation, some sort of exercise, or the mixture of them.

I love sex on MDMA. My partner doesn't like it as much as he gets nausea pretty bad. He's going out of town next week and was thinking about taking some alone, turning on some porn, music and having a long goon session. I've never done it alone and love fkng on it, so I'm worried I will get frustrated doing it with only my hand lol.

I’m chilling and it’s creeping up and then I got hit with it jesussss

I met my gf 5 years ago and she introduced me to this life changing, amazing chemical. We abused it for maybe a year then decided we didn’t want to lose the magic so started a 3-month rule. At first it was great, every 3 months we’d have an amazing roll. Then one time she has a bad experience and is just not excited to do it anymore. If I don’t bring it up it doesn’t get brought up. 3 months turns into 5 into maybe once a year now. I feel strongly that this is a great maintenance plan for our relationship, it’s a great reset and time to talk and bring things up that are usually tough. Now it’s all building up inside me and I’m at the end of my rope. Most recently she mentioned doing it at a festival at the end of the month, but when I suggested we have a roll at home just the two of us it was shot down. We’re now in relationship therapy because of being unable to reconcile differences and communicate effectively and it’s so frustrating when we have years worth of therapy available to us in this tiny little amount of crystal.

So I’m planning on maybe taking mdma for the first time in like 5 years this weekend. Currently I take auvelity, buspar, and im wondering if the effects will be dampened. So if anyone has any experience or knowledge about this lmk.

want to bring some on a cruise, only like 200 mg for one nights worth. has anyone done this? Whats the search like when you’re at the port in los angeles?

Is MDMA better than cannabis when it comes to sex?