gotta stop feeling sorry for myself
i keep repeating this cycle of relapsing. but i can’t afford to be on this shit anymore. i was able to get 5 days off work. i’m just gonna get through this ik it’s gonna be hell but i’m ready this time im gonna imbrace the pain because i know that’s just me getting better. not taking no for an answer. ill keep updating how im feeling everyday and just get through this shit. i can’t get anymore days off work so i literally have to. continuing is not an option. i’m gonna see what i can get from walgreens im gonna have to quit ct i can’t push this date back any further