u/Academic_Dog7156

I’m a straight male who is married to my wife. For many years, I have woken up in the middle of the night desperately eager to suck her off. When I roll over and pull her panties down, though, I realize she doesn’t have a penis to suck off. When this first started happening we both would laugh hysterically at the seemingly bizarre event. Over the years, though, my intense craving to suck her penis has grown, and now when I awake in the middle of the night and discover her penis-less, I feel frustrated and disappointed. I love my wife, and I love female anatomy. But for some reason, I really hunger for my wife to have a penis so I can suck it. To be clear, I don’t want to suck just any penis—I want my wife to have one to suck. Am I crazy?? Is this something anyone else has insight on or advice on? How can I address this kink?