r/KINK

I started my Christian journey a few years ago and have been abstinent for about 2-3 years now. I am finding it hard at times ro fight the urge to just get involved with someone just so I can enjoy the kinks I am into to. There are times where i wish to post pics online hookup with a past partner or just sext. But even thinking of those things make me feel ashamed at times.

I know this may not be the place to ask, but any advice would help.

Several years ago and several hours away there was a Dom that was very in demand. In fact people would pay to have a scene with him.

I (37F) wrote on FetLife about how I had a squirting fetish, and I desperately wanted to and I didn't know what I was doing wrong to make it happen. He messaged me that he would be in the area soon to see a client, and could show me what to do. I had him vetted through a few people I knew, and met up with him at a hotel room. Turned out that an older woman had paid him $5,000 to use her for half a day. I didn't know he was quite that in demand. I just knew him as a guy I chatted online with sometimes.

Anyway. So he has me take off my clothes and lay on the bed. He tied rope around my ankles and connected them across, ankle to ankle. My wrists were tied together and placed right above my head. He walked over to the side of me and grabbed the rope from my ankles and yanked them up, bending my knees and putting my legs as far back as they could go. My ass wasn't even on the bed anymore, it was hovering.

He took his middle and ring fingers and put them in my pussy, pointing up towards my belly button. He made an up and down motion against my g-spot over and over again, going incredibly fast. It didn't take long, I squirted all over, I was gushing. I was the Niagara falls of pussies.

He let my legs down and asked me how I was feeling. I said I wanted him to do it again. So he did. I asked him if he thought I'd be extra sensitive now and if I might continue to squirt if I get fucked by a penis, and he said yes... So he did.

Putting me back in that same position, but now at the edge of the bed, he fucked my pussy hard and I kept gushing.

I have squirted many times since then, never again like this though.

Can some one tell me more? Is shaming and humiliating the same thing or no can I get some details please

My question is does anyone else find a persons eyes attractive do you ever just watch the expressions they make, the soft pleading begging looks they get when turned on or edged and left unsatisfied, the absolute hunger of lust when they just can't take it anymore and need relief, the way they flutter when you tease, its like a drug and i can't get enough of it.

If i had to explain it in a quote it would be like: Look at me while I play with you i want to see the look in your eyes as I pleasure you past your breaking point your eyes alone tell me what you want even if you won't.

so my question is I have a battery powered vacuum for my cock and I have tried it a little but I want to be safe about it. So I would like any helpful comments

I (37F) have not made it a secret, I love to be fucked, and I like it hard. Although I've been fucked by many men, and have experienced so much.. there are things I haven't done yet that I yearn for it. Now I could just briefly tell you in a few sentences, but I want you just as worked up as I am. 

I imagine I'm in a room with an unknown number of men and women. I'm wearing something easily removed. I'm eventually stripped naked and some sort of bondage is applied, something to keep me in line, something that can be held and yanked on to move me where they want. Rope around my torso, binding my hands behind me maybe. 

I'm shoved to the floor and brought to my knees. Naked men start to surround me and I'm told to open wide and get them all hard. I'm passed around from dick to dick. After a while my face is red, my eyes are watery, and I have saliva dripping from my face from gagging so much. Everyone is super hard and the taste of precum is in my mouth. 

I'm pulled up and thrown to the bed. A woman steps forward with a flogger and a devious grin. She starts slowly flogging my stomach, then moving around from my tits to my pussy. I'm probably moaning loudly in pleasure. She's talking all sorts if trash to me, like how I'm going to be destroyed soon and I'm going to love it. She eventually stops and goes down to my pussy to kiss and lick it. My legs are spread and being held by two men. I have a dick shoved in my mouth, another is slapping the side of my face and tits. The woman starts fingering me, finding my gspot and attacking it, making me squirt. She shoves her fingers in my mouth so I can taste myself, and walks away to play with herself as she watches. 

Men start to take turns fucking my face and pussy. I'm being yanked around with the rope. I'm bent over, on my knees, being held up by the pulling of the rope, so my face can still be fucked while I'm being railed from behind. My ass and tits randomly being spanked hard. I start feeling fingers in my ass while my pussy is still being used, and then a dick is shoved it (thankfully with a good bit of lube). One of the women lays down and pulls me by my hair to her pussy so I can lick it. I'm in ecstasy feeling both of my holes filled with my face buried in pussy. This all continues for awhile, being yanked around, being fucked hard in my all 3 holes. I'm being spit on, squirted on, called names like slut and whore. I'm being told to say dirty things I may normally not say. 

Eventually the men need to cum. I'm untied and placed in the middle of a circle with everyone around me. I have hard dicks in each hand and mouth, and licking more pussy, as they stand staring down at me. They're all cuming on me, on my face, my chest, in my mouth. I suck every single dick dry. I lick every pussy till they're satisfied. 

I'm laid back one last time. My arms and legs are being held down by the men. Another woman is between my legs, putting on gloves and lubing up one of them and me. She starts fingering me, and slowly starts adding fingers. Once at 3 fingers, she goes deep and turns her hand like she's opening a door, over and over to help stretch my pussy wide. She adds another finger, still turning, still going slow. She adds the final finger, her thumb. She hasn't made it past her knuckles yet, but she's trying. Turning and going in and out slowly. She gets her whole hand in and moves it around a bit before she starts fucking me with her fist. 

Someone takes out a vibrating wand and holds it to my clit. Her hand still inside of me. I asked to cum, they say yes and I explod. She removes her hand, but the wand is still there, still vibrating against my now super sensitive clit. I beg for it to stop, they just laugh. The vibration is turned up and pressed against me harder. I cum again, and again beg for it to stop. It's still there on my clit. It's torture, I'm going out of mind, it's SO intense. I cum one more time, and I'm barley able to react. My eyes have rolled back and I'm convulsing. I am spent. 

I'm wrapped in a blanket and hugged tightly until I calm down. Then I'm taken to the bathroom where a bath has already been prepared for me. I'm able to relax. Someone bathes me and tells me I'm a good girl. 

And then I take the best nap ever.

Tell me your body count higher numbers turn me on!!

My wife just brought this up. Romance novel piqued her interest. She’s out of town but wants to experiment when she gets home.

Any advice on techniques? I’ve never slapped one and I want her to love it.

I am thinking about this from past few days.
Getting a BJ from a M and F together ?

I have played with chastity cages for a number of years but finally found a cage that can stay on permanently. There is nothing that makes me more horny and desperate than looking at porn of either a woman teasing or watching a hard cock entering a pussy. The fantasy I have every time is of being told that i will never touch a pussy again. That my locked cock will never fuck again. That I have had my last orgasm.

Does anyone else have the same fantasies? I've not seen anyone write about this.

As I got deeper into the BDSM community, I ended up becoming close to the top local Leather family. The leaders were a married couple in their late 40s/early 50s, both Doms, both bi. They had a fantastic dungeon in their house, it even included a medical table with stirrups. I asked her a few times to have a scene with me in there, using the medical table. We never did get around to it, but we did do something else that was pretty cool. 

One day she invited me to a girls only sleepover. We played lots of games, made treats, shared stories. And then she told us there was a surprise, someone in the community lent her their Sybian for us to use. She had it on a bed in one of the bedrooms. And she told me I was first, and that she would be helping me. I had never used one, but I always wanted to. I was extremely excited, and even more excited she would be there watching me. 

She guides me to the room, tells me to take off my clothes, has me lay down while she inserts some lube and rubs it around my pussy. And then she tells me to get on, so I did. She was holding the remote and slowly started to turn on the vibration. It was a weird feeling at first, and I wasn't sure how to react. And then she turned it up more and put a blindfold on me. She said I was thinking too much (she was right). 

As I started to relax and enjoy it, she was saying "that's it, good girl". She turned it up a little more. She said "move around a bit, ride that dick inside of you". So I did, I grinded and rocked, then leaned forward and started bouncing on it. I went back to grinding qnd rocking, moaning. She encouraged me to get loud, "now I know you're louder than that, I've heard you being fucked", "let go and enjoy it all completely". And she turned it up even more.

The vibration is so intense now and I feel so close to cumming. I was on the edge, but it was hard to completely let go. I guess she could tell because she started playing with my nipples with her mouth. Her mouth had never touched me before. I felt special and so turned on. She pressed my pussy down more, rubbing my clit against it harder. 

I started to cum and she quickly turned the vibration off. I was shocked and confused. Why did she do that?? 

She took my blind fold off and threw it down. She said "you know the rules in this house, you ask before cumming". "Yes ma'am". She turns the vibration back up to where it was, potentially even higher. It was so strong. I stared her in the eyes as I was grinding and fucking the fake vibrating dick. 

"Can I cum ma'am?" 

She turned the vibration up more. I was barely able to stop myself. I asked "Can I cum ma'am" again. She sat down  next to me and said yes, as she turned the vibration up once again. 

I exploded. I came so hard that I nearly jumped off the Sybian. She held me down. I was shaking, my clit was so sensitive. And a few seconds later I came again. 

She let me go and I fell onto the bed, shaking.  She laid with me, held me, and told me what a good girl I was. 

That was my one and only time using a Sybian. I would every day if I could.

So I have this very specific kink I would say. I am a normal 24 year old successful dude, that hits the gym. Normally I am the dominant part in every relationship but I have a very specific love for golden showers. I enjoy seeing women pee, I enjoy being underneath ot, but also switching sides and beeping the one who stands.

For both scenarios I am very specific tho, I don't like the smelly,yellow kind, that I actually find disgusting. I do whatsoever like it if we both drank a couple of glasses plain water, when the pee gets clear.

I so far had only one girlfriend that was into that as well.

I wanted to chat about with other interested people, m or f, Tell Stories, maybe sort out what weird in between version this is. If you are interested in exchanging thoughts let me know :)

I just love the sound of sex. Period.

The sound of skin on skin. Wet creamy pussy being mixed up and fucked by cock. Hard. Fast. Slow. Gentle. I love it all.

The sound of moans, groans, breathy pants, and whimpers. Whines and babbles and stammers.

The sound of being spanked or even the sound of someone slowly unzipping their pants.

Ugh.

I'd rather listen to Audio Erotica/Erotic Asmr then watch a video because if there's not enough sound for me that I find titillating, I just turn it off. Oh I Especially love the audios with men that have deep husking voices or women with rasping soft voices ughhhhhh.

Yeah.

I really enjoy the thought of being blindfolded just for this. So I can focus on the sounds or rustling bed sheets and shifting fabric. Of calloused hands sliding over my own skin. Of deep breaths and soft sighs. Of wet kisses and sloppy slurps. Of creaking bed springs and a headboard thumping against the wall. Of someone's heavy balls slapping against pussy. Of someone fucking a dripping fleshlight or fingering their soaked pussy. Fuuuck.

Any kinks for couples to try??