u/Mazerunner117

So I've been a very active on the kink sode of Discord for a while now, and I'm wanting to expand into the real world. I've been in FetLife and I've seen a lot of events in the area that sound interesting. One problem, I have depression and anxiety and the anxiety goes extra hard around other people. So I end up freaking out and not going. I'm also a virgin and so I'm worried I'll ruin everything.

Does anyone have tips or advice on how to not only attend these events but how to avoid being a weird girl in the corner?