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A year ago, if you were to call me a cuck I would probably be offended. I was very possessive of my partner and couldn’t imagine sharing her with other men. But now, it’s been a year since I opened up to the idea of my girlfriend of 4 years sleeping with men she desire.

I was 24 years old, an average asian man with multiple sexual partners and encounter before meeting my girlfriend. She was 25 years old, her name is Sarah, a petite asian woman who was a virgin before she met me.

Our relationship has become stale. Not that we fell out of love, we just have been together for so long that we lost the element of anticipations and discovering each other. Especially since we moved in together, things like sex, going on a date, and nights out feels like a routine.

One evening, Sarah suggested an open relationship. I was shocked but also curious. Initially I protested, can’t imagine that I would be okay seeing her going on a date with other men let alone having sex with them. But then, I get overconfident. I missed the sensation of meeting new dates, I was confident that this will be my chance to fuck other women. Days later I told Sarah that I’ve been thinking about what she said and that it is worth a shot.

I failed to get any dates on tinder, barely any match too. Meanwhile, Sarah has been getting a lot of matches and texts but she has yet gone to any dates. It’s been a while since I’ve seen her this upbeat. I can see the sparks she has ever since we opened up.

I’ve given up trying to get dates. I wanted to call it off but don’t want to see her lose the spark she has now. So I told her go ahead, you can have fun if you’d like to don’t worry about me. She wouldn’t tell me but I know there’s 1 or 2 guys she’s gotten interest with but refuse to go on a date with until I landed one myself. Was she being considerate or was it the guilt? I never really find out. Few hours later, she asked for my permission to go on a cafe date with this guy she finds hot. I said okay

He came to pick her up. Sarah shared her phone location with me for her safety. At 3pm Sarah texted me that they have arrived at the cafe. Knowing that she has safely arrived, I went on my day like usual. Hours passed by, barely any contact was made. I checked her location a few times and she was at the cafe. At least I know that she was safe.

I fell asleep after hours of doing chores. When I woke up, it is almost 8pm. The cafe closed at 6 so I’m starting to get worried. I checked her location again and she was at the parking area of the cafe. Tried calling her phone but it rang out. As I was about to panic, she texted me saying that she’s okay and about to head home soon. My eyes glued on the location apps to see if she has moved or not.

Around 9pm they arrived, he dropped her off. I opened the door for her to come in. My face went pale like I’ve seen a ghost. Her white dress all creased, make up all gone, messy hair and she reeked like sex. I froze, I wasn’t prepared by the possibility of her getting fuck on a cafe date. Maybe I was in denial or I wasn’t expecting her to be this slutty, letting a guy get in her pants in the very first date.

The tension broke when she came to hug me and broke down in tears. I had to comfort her and asked if she was okay. Thats when I heard it, something I wish i didn’t at that time. All the time when me and sarah are having sex, I will always use a condom to avoid any pregnancy scare. She explained that when they got in the car, he started kissing her until she got so wet. They got in the backseat. Sarah not having any experience outside from me assume that he will wear a condom. It was too late before she realize it, he was really big and it felt too good that she can’t bring herself to stop him. He can’t pull out in time and finished inside of her.

I froze again. Not only that he’s so much bigger than me, he gets to do it raw with my girlfriend and creampies her before I ever did. I went to buy for her a morning after pill and cheer her up. Im still shaken by what I’ve learned but surprisingly I was rock hard. I tried to reclaimed her, convinced her that it’s okay for us to have raw sex now since she’s going to take morning after pill anyway tomorrow. My dick slid in her pussy so easily. I can feel the gape she had after hours of sex with a guy’s dick size she never experienced before. We didnt fuck for too long, her pussy was bruised and it hurt a little for her to continue so she blow me til I came

After that night, I discovered that aside from the jealousy I was really turned on having her used by men that is better than me. As humiliating it was, theres some feeling I can’t explain that makes me want more.

I’ll post a continuation if youre interested. Things only got more intense and hot from now on but would be too long to tell the whole story of our first year as a cuck couple. Thanks for reading

On last Halloween, me and my girlfriend went to europe for vacation and decided to try out cuckolding once and for all.

We found a guy from dating apps. A european built 6 foot muscular and fit that dwarves my petite 5’4 skinny girlfriend and even myself.

I get to watch my gf dominated, 50 shades of grey style. I thought he would be done after he came but he stayed hard for so many rounds. I didn’t want to cum before they were done so I wouldn’t kill the vibe due to post nut clarity so I jerked off holding on til I fell asleep. They were still fucking when I woke up.

I was enjoying it at the time. But months after I’m having regrets. I feel like I’m not able to keep up with the performance he had on her. Before we did that one time cuckolding, I was able to satisfy her but now she look not satisfied. Even though she didnt say it but her reaction was obvious.

Also, I know that pussy can stretch and got back to its original size. Maybe it’s only in my mind, but after she had his 8 inches I can barely feel any tightness from before.

How do I deal with this regret? At this point I felt like the sexual part of this relationship is ruined and afraid that I would not be able to satisfy her ever again

cuckolding is really turning me on ever since I got cheated on from my last relationship. I like to fantasise my gf fucked by someone who is much bigger than I am. Every time we’re having sex, I’d close my eyes and imagined that I was any guy who tried to flirt with my gf recently.

I bought her an 8 inches long and thick dildo at one point. I told her that it was for us to spice up our bed game, but the truth is I was using it to satisfy my fantasy of seeing her fucking a dick bigger than mine. She’s a fun size and petite, seeing her taking a dildo bigger than the size of half of her ass cheeks was everything for me.

But it didn’t last long, she said that it was too big that it hurt a lot sometimes when im using it so it has been siting in my drawer ever since. She said she’d prefer my own dick as it felt more real and perfect size.

Now every time im jerking off, I only get off to the video we took when I’m using that dildo on her. Despite her claim that it was uncomfortable, in the video it was clear how different she reacted when it was my dick and when it was that huge dildo. I can’t get enough of her squirming and losing her mind when I thrusted that dildo.

Doing it for real is a non negotiable. I know well enough that I’m not strong enough to contain my jealousy and it may ruin our relationship as a whole. What other form of fantasy I can do to satisfy my kink of cuckolding without actually doing it? I saw some people were suggesting talking with bull online or cuckold captions porn but I dont really know where to really find a willing person or site.